Comic Live

AS I SAID IN MY PREVIOUS POST, SATURDAY WOULD BE THE DAY I MET AWESOME PEOPLE.
AND I DID.
Elk and me spend most of the day with Saspy, Sy-noir, Sori, Delacroix and Yayoi (aka Miso), and I met Senri, Plumy, Goku and Radditz again. And I talked with Alatherna. AHAH. I said that I didn't like RusAm because I'm a jealous girl who ships RUSLAT AND ONLY PAIRS RUSSIA WITH LATVIA OKAYTHX. Ahem.
Also, it was a big surprise when I met Mako, an old online friend!

Ahh but seriously guys you were so amazing, kind, nice, funny and other stuff!!one1!♥
I miss you already. T-T
Delacroix/peekaboo/damnhowshouldicallyou?/WHATEVER is maybe the craziest person I've met since a long time. XD *poke breast 8D*
Saspy, Sy-noir and Sori were so nice and cute, but I was too shy to talk to them. *sob in a corner* I hope we'll be able to meet again, so I'd be more talkative /maybe/. I just wished my English wasn't that bad. In fact my English is far better b-but idk why I lost my words with people I don't know asghkl *failsatlifeokay*.
AND I MET YAYOI. MY DREAM BECAME TRUE OMG. I can die with happiness and rainbow tears now. But here again I was too shy to speak much, but I got 2 hugs and super-awesome headphones from her. *diesdiesdies* TvT ♥

OMG I really sounds like a freakin' fangirl.

So.

Stop the blah and here comes the SOUVENIRS~

Yayoi and me >v<

Elk and Simy

Simy and me

The awesome girlssss (Saspy and Sy-noire are missing D:)

Senriiiii

Sy-noire and Peekaboo (and on the left the nice Japanese woman who healed Sori's little injuries >v<)

Yayoi!

ELK~


Biôtch.

Elk, Tutti and me before departure

On the train. Elk re-reading the Goku's porn book. 8D

Boys are all eyes when a girl eats a banana.

Omg I love so much banana with Nutella. (°7°)

When I see the time gap between my last entry and the one before, I really have the impression that I died for a while lol.
The truth is, Jade and me had problems (we still have though) so life isn't easy everyday, especially for my girlfriend. Fortunately, she just has been accepted as a trainee in an agency during 2 months BUT she'll not be paid. At last she had found a work placement so she won't be suspended of her school, that's the good point, but money issues will remain a problem. And I don't have time enough (because of college) to take commissions anymore -I still have tone to do. orz
I hope things will get better, and our mood above all.

Besides, I'm still taking my driving lessons but only 1 or 2 times a week, which is not enough...I cried in the car last time, because I forgot nearly everything. My teacher was like "eh don't cry, d-don't cry! It's only your 4th hour, it's okay not to remember everything!" I felt like an idiot but tears won't stop. I wish I could have my driving licence after 35 hours of lessons, not more. Because I don't have enough money anyway.
I'm planning on working at McDonald's as a summer part-time job, I hope it'll be possible. *wants money ;;*


On good news, this Saturday Jade and me will be at Comic Live in Paris! We are going as visitors and I can't wait to see Senri, Simy, Plumy, Marta and Goku again! Also, I'll meet MISO♥, Saspy and Kuropu. They seem so funny and gentle asdfjkl. *will be so shy that she will stammer while speaking her frenchy English (what a shame knowing I'm doing an English degree)*
I CAN'T WAIIIIT. I just pray the weather forecast says wrong and that it'll not rain on Saturday. :<

"Does jerking off means throwing up?"

Today I had my first driving lesson. \o/
I was nervous and I did some mistakes but I think I'm liking the idea of driving more and more! I want to learn faster, to have my own car and to be free! ♥

Also, tomorrow morning I'll try to buy fourniture for the apartment (a table, a sofa and other things) and I have to ask Nasser if he could drive me to the apartment. Also, maybe asking my big brother to help me with the sofa (Jade and me will be living on the 5th floor ah ah...). I can't wait to be settled~

I can't wait to have a kind of "new" life. With my lover living with me, and maybe a car in few months. (;w;) Also, I'll try to give English courses for high school students or to help them for their English homeworks in order to earn money.

I hate it when you think your dream is real & when you wake up, you're all disappointed...

Yesterday night I did a PRUSLAT dream. No need to say that I was over-excited when I woke up, but a little disappointed beacause, you know, I WOKE UP. Why cruel world, why? Please don't wake me up, don't. Ever.
I dreamt of Pruslat because I read a pruslat fanfiction before going to bed, and of course, because of the juicy parts fufufufufu. Is it really necessary to precise that it wasn't an innocent dream? |D

I'd like to tell my dream in the more acurate way possible b-but I'm afraid I might change unconsciously the details. (>_<) I'll try to write all I remember, I don't want to lose the feeling I had when I was dreaming, and then when I wope up. But I know it's already fading away. (T_T) I was walking on a deserted street, I think I was going back home after uni classes. I remember that I was wearing blue jeans and a large black sweat, my hair wasn't smoothed down, it was all fluffy like Latvia. (well in fact I was like that ) The strange thing is that I actually was Latvia in addition to being me. Not really like a double personnality but still, very strange. Anyway. I was -supposedly- heading home when I saw Prussia walking in front of me (here again, he was Prussia but also "someone else", like, a student). I don't really know why but I wanted to follow him and I wanted to be seen. I walked faster to overtake him, but I was veeery nervous. I still can see how I was reacting, and how I was feeling. Ah, it's very strange but it's a good sensation!
Then, Prussia called out my name! Well, not really my name, but something like "Oi, you! You, little one...Latvia!" MY. HEART. STOPPED. I turned back to face him, he was suddenly wearing his pirate uniform and...the strange thing is that I knew he was Prussia from the APH forum I rp. He was the girl who played Prussia, but like me, it was as if two worlds were in contact. I don't know if I was me or Latvia, nor I knew if she was her or Prussia...get it? Dreams are really odd and hard to explain. ANYWAY!
I don't really remember what we were talking about, or rather what he said to me (because I was too shy/embarrassed to speak) but he said something like "you were following me weren't you? And now you're trying to avoid me! How naughty..." AND THEN HE KISSED ME OMG. Like, French kiss. Like, even if you are sleeping/dreaming you can feel the sensation of the tongue on your lips, then the tongue dancing with yours...OH GOSH I'M HYPER WHILE WRITING THIS. WHY IS IT GETTING SO HOT IN MY BEDROOM? *takes off her scarf*
Erm. Well. Latvia was very...confused but not for long because it was so good., he didn't want the kiss to be broken (it's really weird to speak about me in the 3rd person...well, I was Latvia anyway). I was feeling a little guilty because, well...it was Prussia AND also the girl who rp him. That girl has a girlfriend, so I was always asking to myslef "why the heck did she do it to me?" I just couldn't separate Prussia from her, as I couldn't do it for myself with Latvia. ANYWAY I DON'T HAVE ANY FANTAISIES ABOUT HER OKAY? I DON'T CARE I DON'T CARE I DON'T CARE! I JUST CARE ABOUT MY LOVE! ;_;♥
What happened next, I really don't remember. I'm pretty sure we did some H stuff but really I can't assert it, it's a feeling I have. However, I remember I was in a sort of pub, drinking with Prussia while he was taking the Mickey out of me. The way my Latvian face frowned and pouted, I just can't forget ahah~.
THEN I DON'T REMEMBER ANYTHING. I'm still doubtful but I think there were Russia (don't ask me who was my Russia ;D ) at the end, asking where I was and with who. When I said I was with Prussia (and I was afraid to say it) he got mad. Mnnnh but maybe it's my imagination because I'm not 100% sure I didn't made up this after slightly waking up in order to continue my dream. :/

WELL THAT'S IT, MY AWESOME DREAM EVEN THOUGH I KNOW YOU CAN'T IMAGINE HOW WONDERFUL I FELT ABOUT IT. Period.
If only this mood had stayed this high all along my day. 'OTZ

Mmh. I'd like to do some PrusLat fanarts but I'm not sure I'll be able to do them. I mean, I'm so frustrated when my sketches don't come out well...but I miss drawing Latvia, and I miss drawing him in a pairing. I just wish I had time to draw what I want, because I have so much work to do it's rather impossible to breath. Hyperventilating because of stress is not funny. (y)
I also feel a bit guilty because I still haven't written Ciel's letter...I'm sorry dear... I promise I'll do it right after the January exams, 'kay ? ( ;_;")


Finishing this entry with PROTOPLASM with English sub. The song, Satsuki's voice, the lyrics...ALL, I LOVE ALL ABOUT THIS SONG. Rentrer en Soi, why the hell did you split up before I could see you? (TT)

Destroy them!

MEGANE NO MIKIPARI.

Hey hey !

Because of my lazyness I won't do a live report of the concert and the Hetalia Day OTL um...let's say it was awesome, kay ? \o/ *gets shot*

I feel the end of my art block little by little...but style, i've the impression I can't draw properly, or big pictures.
Today I tried to draw Noa (ELK's OC ) and Jay (my OC).

It's so fun to draw Noa ♥ I love him more and more. Hope he'll end with Jay in the rp D;

Jay and his moe faceeee (*v*) -who said I took myself as a reference for my OC ?

It's too hot I'm drying out. orz

I think I'm really lucky in a way. Yesterday I forgot my phone in the train but fortunately, after calling the train station, they found it \o/ then I had to wait till the next train in order to get it back from the ticket inspector. God may exist |D

Oh, and look at what I've found yesterday night on 4chan |D ♥
It's not the first time my drawings show on that -awesome- site, but it's still surprising when you discover one ^^;

What an uninteresting post.

I can't wait the end of October for the concert of MUCC in Paris. I'm always thinking about it---well, okay I less think about it than thinking spending my day and night with Nighty. /shot
Oh, oh... I'm so impatient~~ *nudge nudge towards Nighty*
And god, I hope she won't see that ROFL.

Uuuh today I did a page of my RusLat doujin, yay~~ Only 7 pages are done, I'm so slow XD;;

It's hot today, I can't breath properly in my room, even if it's by night and I've the window open OTLLOL DON'T ASK THX.

I'm sorry

Okay I know it's been a long time since I wrote something here D:
I've the impression I've nothing interesting to say that is--and okay I'm lazy to write in English OTL

Uh, today I bought some clothes~
2 jeans and 3 tops, which 2 of them are cool shirts ♥ I wanted some like those so badly ;u;

And for people who already knows my bedroom, you can see that I've a ~*green*~ wall ♥ actually my sister and me just finished to repaint our bedroom. It's so pretty now : 2 green walls, and 2 purple/greyish ones.
I'll post photos when the decorations will be put on (posters, canvas and stuff~). It's very blank actually, and I'm lazy LOL.

Oh, and good news : I got my first year of my English degree 8D ♥ two years left if I do well. \o/

That sucks.

I'm really disappointed because I received a negative response from MacDonalds about my summer job demand. They don't do one month contract (=__=)
At the begining, I might have worked during June and July BUT because of the fucking strike... I had class and my exams on June. So only July left.
I wanted that money. So badly. I needed it, because after Japan Expo, I'll be broken (;__;)
I'll try to find something else, but seriously--I think it's already late.

YO.

I has a new haircut B]

I like it, shorter hair is shorter ! \o/ ♥
Okay I think I'll do better photos later, with my new glasses~ because I kind of look like a nerd with them ahahah~~♥♥♥

I looove angis ♥

My cat gave me a new friend this morning XD

I called him Vash Zwingli, because he reminded me of Switzerland, dunno why eheh...
I let him free in my garden, but I'm afraid Kiya finds him again...and kills him OTL

EDIT : OMFG SHE ATE HIMMM (T____T;;; )

Because useless post needs a photo.

Is it me or... I don't love her anymore ?

I mean, that kind of love, you know.

Oh well, I don't really know. Maybe it's better that way anyway.

Hello, I need to eat, get some sleep & heat (oh yes, plz, I'm freezing), and a hair cut. c:

"You agree that the painting looks like ketchup over grass?"

Umm this morning I woke up with a backache (like every mornings in fact) and this time it was bizarre because I hyperventilated. (o_o; )
It was so fucking painful in my back and damn I was in the bathroom, the head in the basin, trying to have some oxygen. I tried to calm down, breathing slowly, but it was kind of scary actually.
It ended at the beginning of the afternoon. AHAH. Never again PLZ.

Today I went to the hairdresser to cut my fringe. It was so long and I couldn't see anything. XD
Now it's really pretty. Straight and it's hidden my eyebrows. It makes my eyes bigger roflmao.

UUUUH THIS MORNING I MADE A NEW FRIEND ♥

I named him Alfred, because he reminded me of America from Hetalia DON'T ASKY ME WHY, DON'T, REALLY.
But I lost him omg WHERE ARE YOU ALFRED ? ( ;m;)

*Jumps by the window*

I think Nanné is FUCKING AWESOME.
I mean, look at this awesome drawing of Russia x Latvia she drew for me.

Isn't that precious ? I think she captured so well Latvia's scared expression.
ROFLMAOOO WAT.
SEXY DRAWING IS SEXY.

And thank you Verô for your little note on jour blog, about the RusxLat icon ! XD ♥

This morning I read Nanné's LJ and omg she saw episode 13 of Hetalia asjzehded. There is apparently Ivan in it. BUT WHERE DID YOU WATCH IT ? DAMN I DON'T FIND IT ANYWHERE ON THE WEB WTF. I WANT TO SEE IT OMG YES OH YES I WANT.

Erm...

I don't have a lot of things to say but yesterday I didn't write anything here and I don't like it. 8D

I want to go to Japan Expo this year ! (T__T) I'll try to go with Nighty OMG YES DO WANT. REGENE WANTS TO HUG HIS TIERIA ♥
Besides...NIGHTY I MISS YOU WHERE ARE YOUUU ? (;__;) but I hate you for having Gundam's 00 art book. 8'D ♥

Okay guys I've already said that I love Spring and sun and walking in my garden BUT there is a thing I hate during this season : SPIDERS EVERYWHERE OMGWTH. (;__;) Two days ago I had one on my head OH MY GOD!!!!11!!! *Latvia's tears*

Ah...I've so much work to do... L'HEURE DE LA DEFENESTRATION EST PROCHE ! \o/ *jumps* 'I BELIEVE I CAN FLYYY~' OTL

Life was tiring, sleep was tiring, work was tiring. . . could I not find refuge in anything?

Today I had to do my homework but...I was so UNmotivated.... Gosh I don't know how I'll manage to end this shit. Nonetheless I did some research so I did work a little. Okay I'm trying to convince myself right now ahahahhh orz

My head hurts.

Tomorrow I'm going to sign my contract that will permit me to buy an appartment. But it's not for my personal use in fact. I'm going to rent it out, then I'll gain money each month fufufu c:

I miss Ciel, I didn't talk to her on msn since last Sunday ( ;n;)
I already miss Nighty too, ahah.

Done in about 5 minutes (._.)

”Right ! Hola means ’how may I help you ?’ ! "

Yesterday I RP Latvia on msn because of Nighty who dragged me in a Hetalia RP conversation. XD
Though I really suck at RP... this was fun and I think I did it kinda well 8D;
I was with Canada-kun and Russia was bullying us. ( ;_;) Oh and France ended naked by England and Russia. 8D ♥
And the one who RP Russia (ELK) dragged me in a Hetalia cosplay group for 2010 which takes place in Switzerland WTF SERIOUSLY GUYS ! XDD I knew her since 1 hour and she was all excited and invited me in her house for the convention and all. LOL LATVIA AT RUSSIA'S HOUSE 8DDDD.
Anyway. I'm excited, I want to do it ! But Latvia must be hard to cosplay. I mean, if I don't make his costume, I have to buy it, and the wig ! And it costs MONEY ahgagagah.
Although I want to hold the communist flag with Lithuaniaaaa ♥ and um, I think I really do as Latvia. I mean, I'm a crybaby ahahah XD;;;
Oh well, I'll see, I have a year. (BUT TIME PASSES FAST RIGHT.)


Switch of subject, this morning my twin sister was off to Paris, for 3 days. She's going to meet her online friends. Pfff she's lucky. That just reminds me that I miss some persons, and that I'm longing to see some. Unfortunately most of my friends are online and live in foreign countries, or if they do live in France, they are too far away. Ahahah. Oh joy for having no social life~
And so I'll be all alone during 3 days. Well, there are my brother and my mother, but it's not the same thing than when you're 24/24 h, 7/7 d with the same person~
Ah but anyway.
So tonight I'm invited to a party. I didn't want to go at first, since I'll be alone, it's the first time for me. But the one who organizes it is dragging me along and well, maybe I'm gonna have fun ? And now I know my ex best friend (I still like him, but time changes you see) will be there, it's just reassuring. SO HERE THE BIG QUESTION OF DOOM : WHAT I AM GOING TO PUT ON ? OMG I JUST DON'T KNOW. Um, when I was attempting my Regene cosplay I find myself super attractive in a tuxedo LOL. (it's not as if I wanted to seduce but oh well.) PLUS IT MAKES MY BREASTS EVEN SMALLER OMG DO WANT PLX. Hell yeah, I'm gonna wear it. Ummm but dunno if my heels will matches with. Well, it must matches but...i don't want my feet to hurt just after 3 dances hmpf. AAHHH I WILL JUST SEE.♥
Well okay now I'm kinda excited~ but I just hope someone will be able to take me home tomorrow morning orz
*note to herself : try to do not being raped by drunken men ROFL /shot*

I want a sexy bitch and a sensible one who can do my fucking homeworks before we fuck together 8D--okay no.

I activated the comments because of Mae and nanné OLOLOL.
NOW YOU DON'T HAVE ANY EXCUSES TO NOT POST HERE AHAHAHAHA. |D
But if you don't like posting it's okay. Just...spam me in my shoutbox then /SHOT.


Umm today I had a beautiful surprise |D *excited*
Nighty posted a photo of her in her Tieria cosplay. And it is rather *cough*ero*cough* fffff okay Nighty marry me please |D ♥ ahahah you do an amazing Tieria~ *squee* (>w<) Aaah I don't have much to say in fact asgahzfdadkaldi. My life is so boring ahahah. Oh yes, I discovered that I really suck at cooking. Like really really really you see. I won't do a good wife, sorry people OTL /must find a woman with good cooking skills. So while I was preparing the meal (LOLOL okay it was while the chicken was in the oven) I took a stroll in my garden. And I noticed that I love my garden during spring, it is just so beautiful ♥ I've the impression it's been ages since I really took a look at it. Blame the computer screen which is always asking for my eyes to be stuck on it and never leave the house |D Anyway. It's really enjoyable when you take some time for yourself, looking at nature, taking a sun bath, breathing fresh air and listening to the birds. It's like I'm really feeling alive.

...AND SO I TOOK SOME PHOTOS AHAHAHAH. OH ME. I'M INCORRIGIBLE |D

'Ribbons canon !' LOLOLOL.

Today I watched Gundam 00's last episode. FINALLY !
What to say ? I don't want to spoil people and i'm too lazy to write a critic anyway orz so just lets say that I wasn't THAT into it. It was a good episode nonetheless, but I wasn't as excited as i was when watching ep 23 or 24 for example.
It was an awesome anime, really. But NOT AS AWESOME AS GUNDAM SEED. Yeah sorry, GS will always be my favorite anime ever ♥ ---with Code Geass.

Um but I really fell in love with----REGENE ! (;w;) I mean I love him more than Tieria omg. Do you believe it ? Well, I don't really know why but it's like that. And now the idea of doing a cosplay of him is really stuck in my mind. I'm explaining :
1) Veronica was modifiying Ciel's photo on paint (Tieria like LOL)
2) I did the same with one of my photo on SAI (Regene like♥)
3) Nighty sent me a sms saying something like 'omg megu you must cosplay regene and we'll do fanservice at Japan Expo and threesome with Meuh~'
4) Nighty sent me a mms with herself cosplaying Tieria (*o*)
5) Nighty praised me to cosplay and showed me a Regene wig yesterday OTL
AND NOW SEE I AM TOTALLY INTO IT AAAAAAAAAAAAAH !
And the 'worst' is that i'm really really really looking foward the day we can meet again, and do fanservice photoshoot in Nancy 8Db

Um um I even drew Regene yesterday night ♥

Besides, it's Ciel's birthday in 3 days and I'm worried because I think the website where I made her present purchase cheated on me. I-I don't know. It's been a month I did the purchase and I still haven't any news from it ! They say the shipping takes about 3 weeks but I even didn't receive the notification email (supposed to be sent in 4 weeks). I sent an email it's been 2 weeks but no responses, so I 've sent another today too. I really hope they just forgot but really, I'm doutful. Plus, I checked my bank account and they took the amount of my purchase so...? (>_<) Anyway, the site is : http://www.399animeshop.com/ do you know it ? DD:

I'm feeling down because of that OTL
And the pain of being a girl doesn't help today. I'm feeling like dying. You surely know what I mean ? D;

'The Fast and The Bi Curious' ROFL YOUTUBE IT.

Today was a beautiful day because it was sunny~

I passed an hour in the garden, speaking with my little brother, it was so peaceful and nice and ahhh~ I just learned a little more about my bro. We spoke about a lot of serious things, and I told him about Hetalia. He was very interested and always asking me how was the character of which country. Hahaha so cute ♥

Yesterday night I was ooo bored. Like, you know, you just want to die. OTL

So I drew Francis ♥

It's CRAPPY OKAY ! It was a fast drawing and stuff.

Purple fingers.

Say, WHY am I always freezing like hell ?
I mean, its been a week now that days are sunny and...damn it's colder indoors than outdoors ;|
But it seems I'm the only one at home who wear a sweater and a scraf. And my fingers are always purple due to the cold asdcafsdzasvh. I... even boil water and put my fingers in it, or turn on the oven to warm up myself.
I think I'm not normal orz