A cure for no real sickness, cross your hopes and die

IAMX - THIS WILL MAKE YOU LOVE AGAIN.

When the joys of living just leave you cold
Frozen from the failing mess you've made your own
And if you want an ending to your screenplay life
Well here's the consolation
That will change your heart and mind

And all the glitz messiah's just pass the time
A cure for no real sickness, cross your hopes and die
Your supermarket jesus comes with smiles and lies
Where justice he delays is always justice he denies

This will make you love again...

And now you're safe
Love again
To feel the rays
Love again
The sweet delays
Love again
And shoot the breeze

Early thursday mornings
Wipe away the flies
The crossfire fight for action
In between your thighs
And every touch is sacred
When they leave the room
If i have to switch the lights off
I wanna switch them off with you

This will make you love again...

And now you're safe
Love again
To feel the rays
Love again
The sweet delays
Love again
And shoot the breeze
Love again

"Good or bad, it was luck all the same."

Today college started. And my day sucked. hard. *dies*

I ended by skipping 4 hours of class. Don't blame me, I'm really down lately and-- well in a way it's not entirely my fault since my timetable is a mess. But hopefully now it's fixed. And so I'll be able to have 1h30 of Russian civilisation every mondays, yaaay ♥

Though, I spent a good time with my former friends from high school (despite the fact that our college is HUGE I had the luck to find them while skipping ! --they were skipping too, see ? I'm not the only one to blame here ! XD ). I didn't saw some of them since a long time so I'm very happy. Hope we'll be able to meet more, because I'm really lonely at college. ( ;_;")

Blarg, I'm already very tired though I only had 4 hours today OTL
I think tomorrow's going to be hard : 9:00 am to 7:00 pm without a break to eat before 1:00 pm, woot !
I WANT MY 17 HOURS OF COURSES PER WEEK BACK ! NOT 21h30 ! D: *sob*
I know it's not fair from me to complain since 21h30 isn't too much compared to some of you. I-I'm sorry...It's because I'm French ! LMAO *bad excuse, really ?*
But what really pisses me off is that teachers decided to cancel our Autumn's vacation due to the strikes of March-April-May. That means no break till Christmas wtf. Isn't that a little unfair ? They could have just given us like--dunno, 3 days off ? OTL

Okay stop complaining now, promise--until tomorrow C: *gets shot*

Fff me loves.

IAMX - Spit it out

And if you're hurting
I will replace the noise with silence instead
Flushing out your head

If you like it violent
We can play rough and tumble
Fall into bed
And I won't breathe so you can recover

When you're in pieces
Just follow the echo of my voice
It's okay
Tune into that frequency

Don't fight your reflex
Embrace the instinct
You can feel your way
Through the bed and weak face in the end

'cause it breaks my heart
That we live this way
I know people need love
'cause them people never play the game
And we talk the talk
We communicate
The people need love
Those people never play the game

Pleasure for pleasure
It eases consequence
And love for a fall
But I know you love to take a risk

The past is weakness
Don't beg the question when the answer is war
There are moments when I'm overcome

'cause it breaks my heart
That we live this way
I know people need love
'cause them people never play the game
And we talk the talk
We communicate
Them people need love
Those people never play the game

And it breaks my heart
And it breaks my heart
In love 

I'm listening to it endlessly.

EDWARD MAYA - Stereo Love

When you're gonna stop breaking my heart
I don't wanna be another one
Paying for the things I never done
Don't let go
Don't let go
To my love
Can I get to your soul
Can you get to my thoughts
Can you promise we won't let go
All the things that I need
All the things that you need
You can make it feel so real.
Cuz' you can't deny
You've blown my mind
When I touch your body
I feel I'm loosing control
Cuz' you can't deny
You've blown my mind
When I see you baby
I just don't wanna let go
When you're gonna stop breaking my heart
I don't wanna be another one
Paying for the things I never done
Don't let go
Don't let go
To my love
I hate to see you cry
Your smile is a beautiful lie
I hate to see you cry
My love is dying inside x2
I can fix all those lies
But baby, baby I run, but I'm running to you
You won't see me cry, I'm hiding inside
My heart is in pain but I'm smiling for you
Oh baby I'll try to make the things right
I need you more than air when I'm not with you
Please don't ask me why, just kiss me this time
My only dream is about you and I
Can I get to your soul
Can you get to my thoughts
Can you promise we won't let go
All the things that I need
All the things that you need
You can make it feel so real
Cuz' you can't deny
You've blown my mind
When I touch your body
I feel I'm losing control
Cuz' you can't deny
You've blown my mind
When I see you baby
I just don't wanna let go
When you're gonna stop breaking my heart
I don't wanna be another one
Paying for the things I never done
Don't let go
Don't let go
To my love
I hate to see you cry
My love is dying inside
I can fix all those lies
But baby, baby I run, but I'm running to you
You won't see me cry, I'm hiding inside
My heart is in pain but I'm smiling for you
Oh baby I'll try to make the things right
I need you more than air when I'm not with you
Please don't ask me why, just kiss me this time
My only dream is about you and I