Hey buddies, I'm back

I'm finally at home, since yesterday night. The originally 10 vacation days in Spain turned out to be two damn weeks and the last days were LONG. I wanted the internet back, I wanted to talk to my friends and Jade, I wanted to check my messages, aaah.

I didn't tanned a lot ahah what a shame I know, especially since it was 40°C everyday orz I already miss the sun, here it's freezing ahgsafshze.
I didn't draw a lot of keychains, not as expected asbgjshza I failed sorry orz And now I'm too tired to do some, though my tablet is just next to my hand and I want to draw something (but not keychains ;A;''')

Anyway, these holidays weren't as bad as I thought. I had fun with the hens of my grandparent's farm, I loved watching them eating and running XD and it was nice to go to the beach. Aaand I had the opportunity to see Nighty and Seb twice when I slept in Bordeaux (;w;)/

Nighty, Seb and me during the outway journey in Bordeaux~

The view from the window of the bathroom. (Galicia, Spain)

The awesome bathroom of my grandparents (**) ♥

My sister (left) and me (right). I tanned a little~

Nighty and me at Seb's appartment during the return journey.

I didn't take a lot of photos from my trip orz I think my mom shot me while I was reading on the beach. I must ask her~

See ya

I'm off to Spain tomorrow morning and DO NOT WANT. Seriously. Can't wait when I'll be returning home.

I already miss internet even though I'm on the comp right now.

I already miss ELK and my friends.

Ah, I don't want to go.

Tomorrow must be better than today.

Hello.

I know that it's been a while since I've written here, and I thought I'd be more active... sorry. I'm just lazy to write in English -though I'm lazy to write in French as well, even if I have things to say.

Yesterday I spend the night at Mayu's house with my sister, Sam, Megane and Nawael; we did a surprise party to welcome back Nawael who stayed in Japan for a year. She told us lot of things that happened to her, and some are really... disturbing. I've known that Japanese people are "special" in their way, but really, some are near frightening. Though, she experienced good things too, I was feeling like going again (since I wasn't into Japan anymore). Well, not for studies, just for vacation and tourism with friends (and my love, I wish) =) .
We spend the night eating crêpes and watching/fangirling over Kpop video clips -FFFFFFFUUU. That was hot hot hot : D ♥

But today is another story. We're all packing things because we're going to Spain on friday morning for 10 days. Mom is excited and all stressed up, it gives me headaches to see her running everywhere and YELLING.
I don't want to go. No internet for 10 days -no talking with my friends nor my love. *sob sob*
I'll spend my time on my tablet, drawing and coloring keychains. Ah, I need to revise my Chinese lessons too orz.

I'm feeling really weird. I've not talked to my love since I'm back from Mayu's home (because she's offline) and I'm still waiting for her. *sad*
While waiting, I've watched the last episodes of Durarara. Man, I hate feeling this empty you know. But I'm relieved at the same time, because I've finally found an awesome anime. It's been since Code Geass that I wasn't enthralled by animu. D: I'm in love with Celty and Shizuo. Amen.

oh fate, oh you...

I DIDN'T GET A TICKET FOR GACKT WEEEEH. 8'D

BUT MY SISTER DID WEEEEEEH. 8'D

Ahem. So yeah, bye bye Gackt, but don't worry I won't cry for you! (I'd 6 years ago though). Instead, I'm going to the concert of Versailles -Philharmonic Quintet-♥ Okay I've already seen them in 2006 but I really loved their last album JUBILEE; and I'll be able to see my dear dear Yuki *caresses his drum stick again -YES I HAVE ONE OF HIS DRUM STICK 8DDD*. I wonder if the members will do something for Jasmine...

I received the concert ticket this morning from GEKIDO TOUR and their tickets are always that gay :It was pink 4 years ago, now they've chosen purple (⌒ ∀⌒)v


I've watched the new GaGa's video clip ALEJANDRO this morning and ahshaszfdzeh ffffff- *fangasm* it's been 6 times I've watched it now. Men are definitely hot when they're dancing. AMEN.

Mozilla is lagging like hell right nao.

H-Hello.
I know I've let my blog dying and believe me I don't like it either (lol as if people cared!), plus I have ton of things that happened but I'm just too lazy to write in English D:
An English student saying that...that beats everything!

Speaking of which, I've successfully passed my exams -one more year left before getting the English degree, yay! So I'm on vacation since May 18th C:
I'm planning on passing my highway code (I've suscribed to it yesterday), going to my gf's place during 10 days♥, going to Japan Expo and to GACKT's concert ffff- (well, if I get a ticket D: ). Guys, 7 years I've been waiting for him. 7 fucking years and now I'm not even sure to have a -fucking expensive- ticket before it's sold out. I didn't get a ticket for Lady GaGa's concert on next October although my sister did, so if I can't see at least Gackt...

About my (twin) sister, I'm feeling that we're not as close as we used to be before. Well, she is not as close as I want us to remain. I know we have to have our own life but still...I can't see my life without her (^^;) even though we have a lot of fight, we manage to laugh together 2 minutes after it. And yeah, I think I'm not ready to be independent unlike her. It makes me feel sad but I know I have to grow up.
The thing is, I'm afraid of growing up. Because of responsabilities, but not only. I've felt a lot of personnality changes through these years and I really don't like it. I don't like my actual self. Well, sometimes I do, for some reasons (like being a little more independent? just a little), but most of the time I feel as empty as a hole. I don't laugh that often, I'm not as 'crazy' as I used to be...and it causes me great grief. I'm becoming the person I used to despise when I was a teenager. Maybe it's normal, but still...if being an adult means being a boring and desillusioned person, well I don't ship it.

Ugh, this is getting on being an emo post, totally do not want.

On another note, I checked on the internet for a lazer printer. I would like one to print my chibis for keychains, and maybe posters, since someone asked me if I was doing commissions! Waw, this led me speechless for a few seconds. I often wondered if people would be interested about commissioning me but really, this was like a fantasy in my head. I'd never think that my work would be worth it. This made me very happy~ but I really can't do commissions with a law print quality. I could do traditional but it'd be only almost cleans lines and inked. I can't color properly on SAI, let alone traditionally! |D
Anyway, a lazer printer is expensive, I'll be waiting a little more lalala~


Wow it seems that I've written a pretty long entry XD just like before when the length of my posts was far more than 3 lines, not like the previous posts ahaha sorry. But in the end, writing distracted me for several minutes; now I'm back to my boredom~

HOLIDAYS MOTHERFUCKERS!!

Oh yeah. Finally. HO-LI-DAYS. *cries*
All my college exams went quite well I think; I had my last English oral exams yesterday -and it was so tiring.
I can't wait to see all my grades *waiting until May 26th*

To celebrate, have a sexy trailer of the new MBLAQ single released the same day of my vacations 8D

nnng why did G.O. shaved his moustache ?! (QnQ)

I wish I could sleep without waisting time

Yesterday night's dream was weird but epic. I had to dance on BEAST's song "Shock" in front of an admissions board. I tried to reproduce the choreography b-but I failed LOL. Ahh I was enthralled though. When I woke up I had stars in my head ; the only thing I wanted was to go on youtube to watch the Shock practice video! XD; -what I did as soon as I turned the computer on lmao.
Ah, I really want to learn the choreography though. Since I don't do any sports I think it'd be a good thing to dance -I'd like to have a Wii and the Just Dance game, I tested it at a friend's place and it's so effective! ;_;

I'm always focusing on hyun seung while watching the video♥. Even with the ugliest coat on Earth he's still so cool XD