Comic Live

AS I SAID IN MY PREVIOUS POST, SATURDAY WOULD BE THE DAY I MET AWESOME PEOPLE.
AND I DID.
Elk and me spend most of the day with Saspy, Sy-noir, Sori, Delacroix and Yayoi (aka Miso), and I met Senri, Plumy, Goku and Radditz again. And I talked with Alatherna. AHAH. I said that I didn't like RusAm because I'm a jealous girl who ships RUSLAT AND ONLY PAIRS RUSSIA WITH LATVIA OKAYTHX. Ahem.
Also, it was a big surprise when I met Mako, an old online friend!

Ahh but seriously guys you were so amazing, kind, nice, funny and other stuff!!one1!♥
I miss you already. T-T
Delacroix/peekaboo/damnhowshouldicallyou?/WHATEVER is maybe the craziest person I've met since a long time. XD *poke breast 8D*
Saspy, Sy-noir and Sori were so nice and cute, but I was too shy to talk to them. *sob in a corner* I hope we'll be able to meet again, so I'd be more talkative /maybe/. I just wished my English wasn't that bad. In fact my English is far better b-but idk why I lost my words with people I don't know asghkl *failsatlifeokay*.
AND I MET YAYOI. MY DREAM BECAME TRUE OMG. I can die with happiness and rainbow tears now. But here again I was too shy to speak much, but I got 2 hugs and super-awesome headphones from her. *diesdiesdies* TvT ♥

OMG I really sounds like a freakin' fangirl.

So.

Stop the blah and here comes the SOUVENIRS~

Yayoi and me >v<

Elk and Simy

Simy and me

The awesome girlssss (Saspy and Sy-noire are missing D:)

Senriiiii

Sy-noire and Peekaboo (and on the left the nice Japanese woman who healed Sori's little injuries >v<)

Yayoi!

ELK~


Biôtch.

Elk, Tutti and me before departure

On the train. Elk re-reading the Goku's porn book. 8D

Boys are all eyes when a girl eats a banana.

Omg I love so much banana with Nutella. (°7°)

When I see the time gap between my last entry and the one before, I really have the impression that I died for a while lol.
The truth is, Jade and me had problems (we still have though) so life isn't easy everyday, especially for my girlfriend. Fortunately, she just has been accepted as a trainee in an agency during 2 months BUT she'll not be paid. At last she had found a work placement so she won't be suspended of her school, that's the good point, but money issues will remain a problem. And I don't have time enough (because of college) to take commissions anymore -I still have tone to do. orz
I hope things will get better, and our mood above all.

Besides, I'm still taking my driving lessons but only 1 or 2 times a week, which is not enough...I cried in the car last time, because I forgot nearly everything. My teacher was like "eh don't cry, d-don't cry! It's only your 4th hour, it's okay not to remember everything!" I felt like an idiot but tears won't stop. I wish I could have my driving licence after 35 hours of lessons, not more. Because I don't have enough money anyway.
I'm planning on working at McDonald's as a summer part-time job, I hope it'll be possible. *wants money ;;*


On good news, this Saturday Jade and me will be at Comic Live in Paris! We are going as visitors and I can't wait to see Senri, Simy, Plumy, Marta and Goku again! Also, I'll meet MISO♥, Saspy and Kuropu. They seem so funny and gentle asdfjkl. *will be so shy that she will stammer while speaking her frenchy English (what a shame knowing I'm doing an English degree)*
I CAN'T WAIIIIT. I just pray the weather forecast says wrong and that it'll not rain on Saturday. :<

Tomorrow is Saturday

Hello thar no I'm not dead because it's FRIDAY FRIDAYYY!

The D Day

So today I'm moving in a little apartment in Nancy with Jade, for 5 months or more ! ♥
I hope we'll have the internet... orz

Photo taken during New Year.

"Does jerking off means throwing up?"

Today I had my first driving lesson. \o/
I was nervous and I did some mistakes but I think I'm liking the idea of driving more and more! I want to learn faster, to have my own car and to be free! ♥

Also, tomorrow morning I'll try to buy fourniture for the apartment (a table, a sofa and other things) and I have to ask Nasser if he could drive me to the apartment. Also, maybe asking my big brother to help me with the sofa (Jade and me will be living on the 5th floor ah ah...). I can't wait to be settled~

I can't wait to have a kind of "new" life. With my lover living with me, and maybe a car in few months. (;w;) Also, I'll try to give English courses for high school students or to help them for their English homeworks in order to earn money.

SLAM this bitch!

This guy got it so right. He is now one of my 1341985 Gods. : D



I particularly like the "I want to feel sorry for you, but If you're already feeling sorry for yourself why do I have to?" So true!


Guys my exams are oveeerrrrr! \o/

Keep calm and have an exam.

Today was a good day and an AWESOME one. Why? BECAUSE MY MOST FAVORITE DOUJINKA SENT ME A MESSAGE ON PIXIV AND INVITED ME TO FOLLOW HER ON TWITTER. Just that. *breathes*
She's Misoさん, the one who draw the FrancexLatviaxSealand doujin "Bon appétit !" and the LatviaxSealand "The tower that ate people"(and others doujin I absolutely want to buy).
When I got her message I was... shaking and trembling like Latvia. I don't even joke, I was really crying of joy!
It's like a dream. I thought she was untouchable. Like, you know, a god.
She'll be attending the Comic Live in Paris on March and wanted to meet each other ! *squee* I wasn't planning to go because the train is expensive, b-but I just can't miss this opportunity. I've already bought the train tickets, but I still need to buy my gf's (because of the appartment we'll have to pay, I prefer offering her the tickets...).
Moreover, I'll be able to see Senri, Simy, Sassou and maybe Nighty! Even though we'll only stay one day, I'm sure it'll be an amazing and unforgettable one!
I'm planning to go with my Latvia cosplay, I want to show it to Misoさん ♥

FFFF- and you know what? My love was planning on buying me Misoさん's doujinshi as my Christmas gift (with the help of mepty) but it's difficult to get them through Japan, so it takes long! XD
I was so surprised and HAPPY to know that. She's the best. (;o;)♥♥

Okay I'm even more motivated to draw tones of fanarts of Raivis! But before, I have to wait the end of my exams. OTL

"Salut j'habite où"

HELLLOOOO!

First of all : HAPPY NEW YEAR AND ALL THE BLAH. ♥
This entry is supposed to be long because I have lot of things to write about, be prepared. 8D

From 26th December to 29th I was at my lover's place for her birthday (on 28th) and to celebrate our first year together (my it's already been one year I'm with her, time goes fast). While going to Lausanne I had train issues because of lack of electricity on the railway line so I get stuck for 3 hours! Next to me was sitting a Korean tourist guide who didn't speak any French, so I translated her the problem in English. She was nice and fangirlised when I said that I loved Korean fashion and music. She asked me which bands I listen to and she was all "Ahh I'm so happy you're here, thank you thank you! I'm happy to be able to speak with you~ (Q7Q)"...I was so happy too. XD
After 3 hours we finally arrived to a train station but it was very far from Lausanne and the train won't go because the electricity problem wasn't fixed. So I waited 2 hours for Jade and her father to pick me up by car (sorry guys, I know it was very far from your house ;;). I must say that I nearly cried because I waited a long time and it was FREAKING COLD. The gare station didn't have a heating system and it was nearly -14°C outside. YEAH. Anyway, I jumped into my lover's arm when she arrived, she warmed me up ah ah! We stopped by a Buffalo Grill restaurant in Grenoble and we came back to Lausanne at midnight. No need to say that I was pissed off because I was supposed to arrive in Lausanne by train at 4:30pm... so because of the train issue I waisted an afternoon with my girl. 8(

Next day and the other, Jade went to work on the morning while I had all the morning to sleep and then to prepare myself to go meet her in Lausanne and spend the afternoon together~. On Monday we ate at the Chinese restaurant and we went to the cinema to watch RAIPONCE♥♥ I totally loved it! I want to watch it again! Must buy the DVD (omg since when do I buy DVDs?) We also did shopping and I bought 2 pairs of shorts, 1 pair of tights, a shirt and my love offered me beautiful white lingeries. On Tuesday we ate at the restaurant (Chinese again XD) in Montreux (a beautiful city) with Jade's oncle/aunt and grandma. That was the first time I met with her grandma, she wanted to see me...I was nervous. It's odd that now all her family knows about us, but they seem to accept our relationship. ♥ After the meal, we did shopping and we joined with a friend of Jade before going back to Lausanne; there we had to go with Yun, Prussia and Feli (sorry guys, I keep naming you with your rp pseudo XD;) to eat together to the Ethiopian restaurant to celebrate Jade's birthday! ♥ It was a simple but nice and funny night! (;w;)

When we came back home we watched the DVD How To Train Your Dragon (YES, I actually bought the DVD omg!). I never saw it but Jade always said it was an awesome movie so...AND SHE DIDN'T LIED OMG!!1one! I've already watched it 3 times! XD I squee like a pig each time I see Harold (Hipcup in English) and Krokmou (Touthless)! I want a dragon, please pretty please? *shot*

Next day I already had to go back to France... but I was happy because Jade was going to go to my house the next day to pass the new year with me! ♥ She stayed about 4 days. I was embarrassed because I had to work on my revisions and assignements during her stay so I think I didn't take care enough of her. I felt so sorry... b-but I think we had a lot of fun while cooking together! At least I really appreciated those moments. We did Russian food yay! XD
On another note, and a less happy one, I was really sad, disappointed and angry towards my mom. She acted all cold towards Jade, and rather, I'd say,"horrible". Yeah. I was like "go die in a corner you asshole". I wanted to kill her, I assure you. 8D But strangely enough she was far nicer the last two days. I was delighted, but still sad because I still don't know what she's thinking about our relationship. I don't dare asking because it's delicate and I'm kind of afraid of her response. But still, I was hoping that her encounter with Jade would been less mean. :/
For New Year, I dragged Jade to a party organized at 'Kael's house (he's one of the guys I go clubbing with) and there were also Kevin, Nasser and Dimitri. I was happy that she could meet my friends, especially Nasser who didn't stop asking her questions. XD I was hoping for something more...how to say... "exciting"? But the party was rather simple, and I'd say "quiet", that sometimes I felt a little bored...and I knew that Jade was too *sob* especially because she didn't like the music at all... but at least there was delicious aperitif food that the guys did themselves! And I played a little on Just Dance on wii (god I like this game it's funny when you play with friends or just watch them dancing awfully wrong 8D). We ended sleeping there but no more than 5 hours lololol. And we had dog's hairs everywhere on our clothes aaahhh! I hate this! DX
Well, I did have fun in general and I laughed a lot, it was good. I hope Jade liked the party nonetheless... at least a little. orz
When we came back home we prepared the food together (we were starving) and that's when my mom acted more gently. Maybe her good resolution for 2011? LOLOL. Anyway we were like real zombies so we spent the day watching films and rp LietLat. 8D♥
The next day was the last... we ate in Nancy at McDonalds and we drew some "cadavres exquis". I should scan them and post them because it's horribly hilarous! XDD Unfortunately Jade had train issues to go back to Switzerland...because of the French train strike. YES A GAIN .(=___=) I can't take their strikes anymore, damn it! I was so worried, but she came back home rather at time.
She's going back to France this Sunday with her father because she's going to take an apartment in Nancy...
AND IN TWO WEEKS WE WILL BE LIVING TOGETHER. ♥ She had found a work placement in Nancy for 6 months~ I'd lie if I say that I'm not nervous and afraid, but it's a step forward to take in our relationship. We'll see how things turn out~ (>w<)

Well...that's all! I wanted to write about my revived obsession with Latvia but I'm really tired of writing right now. So, next time!

”Are we talking about Christmas or sex ?”

FINALLY I DREW SOME PORN! I missed my horny mood kufufu.
I know there are anatomy fails, like, a lot! But I'm kinda proud of my little Latvia here.♥♥

Tomorrow I'll be off for 3 days to Switzerland to see my beloved Jade; we will celebrate her 20th birthday AND our 1st year together. (^w^)

Oh, and I'm a little late but MERRY CHRISTMAS! Hope you got nice gifts and had an enjoyable time with your friends/family. :3


Also, did you notice that I've given to my blog a refresh? Pink was getting over my nerves!

I hate it when you think your dream is real & when you wake up, you're all disappointed...

Yesterday night I did a PRUSLAT dream. No need to say that I was over-excited when I woke up, but a little disappointed beacause, you know, I WOKE UP. Why cruel world, why? Please don't wake me up, don't. Ever.
I dreamt of Pruslat because I read a pruslat fanfiction before going to bed, and of course, because of the juicy parts fufufufufu. Is it really necessary to precise that it wasn't an innocent dream? |D

I'd like to tell my dream in the more acurate way possible b-but I'm afraid I might change unconsciously the details. (>_<) I'll try to write all I remember, I don't want to lose the feeling I had when I was dreaming, and then when I wope up. But I know it's already fading away. (T_T) I was walking on a deserted street, I think I was going back home after uni classes. I remember that I was wearing blue jeans and a large black sweat, my hair wasn't smoothed down, it was all fluffy like Latvia. (well in fact I was like that ) The strange thing is that I actually was Latvia in addition to being me. Not really like a double personnality but still, very strange. Anyway. I was -supposedly- heading home when I saw Prussia walking in front of me (here again, he was Prussia but also "someone else", like, a student). I don't really know why but I wanted to follow him and I wanted to be seen. I walked faster to overtake him, but I was veeery nervous. I still can see how I was reacting, and how I was feeling. Ah, it's very strange but it's a good sensation!
Then, Prussia called out my name! Well, not really my name, but something like "Oi, you! You, little one...Latvia!" MY. HEART. STOPPED. I turned back to face him, he was suddenly wearing his pirate uniform and...the strange thing is that I knew he was Prussia from the APH forum I rp. He was the girl who played Prussia, but like me, it was as if two worlds were in contact. I don't know if I was me or Latvia, nor I knew if she was her or Prussia...get it? Dreams are really odd and hard to explain. ANYWAY!
I don't really remember what we were talking about, or rather what he said to me (because I was too shy/embarrassed to speak) but he said something like "you were following me weren't you? And now you're trying to avoid me! How naughty..." AND THEN HE KISSED ME OMG. Like, French kiss. Like, even if you are sleeping/dreaming you can feel the sensation of the tongue on your lips, then the tongue dancing with yours...OH GOSH I'M HYPER WHILE WRITING THIS. WHY IS IT GETTING SO HOT IN MY BEDROOM? *takes off her scarf*
Erm. Well. Latvia was very...confused but not for long because it was so good., he didn't want the kiss to be broken (it's really weird to speak about me in the 3rd person...well, I was Latvia anyway). I was feeling a little guilty because, well...it was Prussia AND also the girl who rp him. That girl has a girlfriend, so I was always asking to myslef "why the heck did she do it to me?" I just couldn't separate Prussia from her, as I couldn't do it for myself with Latvia. ANYWAY I DON'T HAVE ANY FANTAISIES ABOUT HER OKAY? I DON'T CARE I DON'T CARE I DON'T CARE! I JUST CARE ABOUT MY LOVE! ;_;♥
What happened next, I really don't remember. I'm pretty sure we did some H stuff but really I can't assert it, it's a feeling I have. However, I remember I was in a sort of pub, drinking with Prussia while he was taking the Mickey out of me. The way my Latvian face frowned and pouted, I just can't forget ahah~.
THEN I DON'T REMEMBER ANYTHING. I'm still doubtful but I think there were Russia (don't ask me who was my Russia ;D ) at the end, asking where I was and with who. When I said I was with Prussia (and I was afraid to say it) he got mad. Mnnnh but maybe it's my imagination because I'm not 100% sure I didn't made up this after slightly waking up in order to continue my dream. :/

WELL THAT'S IT, MY AWESOME DREAM EVEN THOUGH I KNOW YOU CAN'T IMAGINE HOW WONDERFUL I FELT ABOUT IT. Period.
If only this mood had stayed this high all along my day. 'OTZ

Mmh. I'd like to do some PrusLat fanarts but I'm not sure I'll be able to do them. I mean, I'm so frustrated when my sketches don't come out well...but I miss drawing Latvia, and I miss drawing him in a pairing. I just wish I had time to draw what I want, because I have so much work to do it's rather impossible to breath. Hyperventilating because of stress is not funny. (y)
I also feel a bit guilty because I still haven't written Ciel's letter...I'm sorry dear... I promise I'll do it right after the January exams, 'kay ? ( ;_;")


Finishing this entry with PROTOPLASM with English sub. The song, Satsuki's voice, the lyrics...ALL, I LOVE ALL ABOUT THIS SONG. Rentrer en Soi, why the hell did you split up before I could see you? (TT)

Destroy them!

HETAONI HETAONI HETAONIII

GGAAAHHH Because of HetaOni I think I'm falling for Japan...a bit, but still! (;__;")

I wanted to draw a cool picture of him in a HetaOni version but I can't do anything about my shitty art lately. I want to improve but I'm feeling so empty and OH GOD 0% OF SELF-CONFIDENCE DOESN'T HELP A LOT.

I feel like I'm decreasing. And mhh... That something is changing inside of me. I don't know how to put it, but it's frightening me. orz I'm loosing something, someone; ah, idk.



I can't stop listening to/watching it!

Happy!

Today I've received Ciel's letter! (*_*) I was waiting for it since about 2 weeks; I was eager each time I was checking my letter-box but it came this morning, finally! I was astonished by the number of stamps. XD
I read it on the train and it almost made me cry. Her way of telling things is so adorable.
I really want to reply to her soon, but with all the work I have to do for exams... it's hard time folks. BUT! I want to write a 8 (or more) pages letter too ahah! ♥
I've always loved snail mail though I'm rather lazy when it comes to write a letter because I never know what to tell without being boring. XD; I'll do my best!
I just wish letters weren't that slow to reach internationally. (;A;)

Dude! you're cute. Like, 'I-have-a-secret-crush-on-you' cute.

HELLOOO.

I have my brain on /OFF mode so don't mind my shitty English pwease kthx. ( ￣ ◇￣) ノ

Yesterday I came back from my lover's place. I had a great but short vacation with her and I can't wait to put her up at home on November ♥ it'll be a great change to make her stay at my (well, my mom's) home, for once.

Anyway, I'm happy that I was able to spend some time with her. We ate at the restaurant like lovers would do, we went on shopping aaaand omg she cut her hair. She wanted it to be a surprise but since I arrived a day earlier... 8D; But she's, like, prettier and cutter than before. (Q//w//Q) I knew that short hair would fit her perfectly.
I also met with her uncle and aunt, they are funny ; we even helped them on their son's French grammar exercises wtf XD. I'm glad that Jade's sister wasn't TOO much persistant and possessive with me -but I still can't stand when she's around ARGH. On the contrary I love her parents, especially the father who's really funny and, well, he seems to like me and really understand my relationship with his daughter. (;w;)
The last day Jade and I worked on stuff about Matryoshka -our association with 2 friends of her. I still have to print my phone charms and bookmarks... oh god I'm SO LATE. I'll try to print the stuff this Saturday -even though I'm ill right now, I hope I'll get better soon. orz (though it's a nice excuse to avoid the birthday party of Saturday night ahahah YESSSS!)

I want to draw tonight but I have my Chinese lessons to revise and papers to do. *sobsobsooobbb*

I'll close this entry with cute photos I did with my phone (because I shamefully forgot my camera) with my rabu.♥

I like your hair, let's have sex.

Today = holidays ♥

Tomorrow I'm off to Lausanne to see my girlfriend. Thanks to the strikes here, I've had lot of troubles to organize my journey (=__=).

But I can't wait to see her, it's been since July we didn't see each other. (;A;)

I don't know what to write anymore, I'm very sleepy right now. orz

"Tain comment t'as changéééé O: "

Yesterday I went clubbing for the first time. Well, actually it was the second but the first was incredibly awful and nobody was into the club -so let's say it was a trial lol.

I went with my sister and Nasser, a new friend. We were supposed to eat together and then going to the César Palace (the club) but plans changed and we were joining by random (and physically awesome) guys: Kevin, Michael, Dimitri, Alexis and Adeline (2 were friends with Nasser, but the others was unknown XD). We ate pizzas at the restaurant, we drunk, (i took a Monacco because my love got me addicted to it♥) and then we went to Kevin's appartment to drink again, till 1:30 am (but I didn't get drunk, I just took 3 or 4 sips of vodka mixed with Oasis -I don't like alcohol). Then we went to the club and we danced till 6:00 am! Omg we didn't even know it was so late -or early, it depends of your point of view.

It was the Ibiza Night theme, so there were good music, trance/dance music ♥ AND OMG I THINK I JUST HAD AN ORGASM WHEN THEY PLAYED THE SWEDISH HOUSE MAFIA SONG.

Amen.

Um, I'm not in the mood to explain in details my night, but it was very good. I danced most of the time with my sister and Nasser, and then Michael rescued me from some perverted guys ; I danced with him till the end of the night (insert here the "EN TOUTE AMITIÉ" thing). Though Michael tried to get off with me even if he knew that I had a girlfriend. He. Was. Persistant. But thanks god he was nice, and I nicely told him I was in love with my girl and that's it.


YES I LOVE YOU, YOU MY BELOVED ONE. PLEASE, GET BETTER SOON, OKAY? I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE, BUT I LOVE YOU.

"Stressed" is "desserts" spelled backward.

Oh hai.

I had an urge to write here -maybe because I don't want to work.
Indeed, I have a tone of work, a pile of assignments, and I don't even know where to start. Since yesterday I'm doing researches for my rhétorique de la critique courses, and I still don't know if I'll do my paper about the homosexuality in the Picture of Dorian Gray film (1945). I think I have more chances to find critics, essays and notes about that topic than on How Many miles to Babylon? by Jennifer Johnston *sob*. Too bad, I really wanted to base my thesis on "HELLO ALEC AND JERRY ARE LIVING A MORE-THAN-FRIENDLY RELASHIONSHIP" -but I liked the Dorian Gray's movie at least.
I watched it yesterday night but I didn't read the book of Oscar Wilde, I DON'T HAVE TIME *sob* . I've only found the movie in its original version WITHOUT SUBTITLES. At the very beginning it was hard to understand when the characters were speaking -I mean, do they even articulate? I managed to be accustomed after 10 minutes or so, though I think Lord Henry Wotton is an incomprehensible person at heart (but I love his hedonist philosophy ♥). I didn't find Dorian Gray that appealing; on the contrary I literary fell in love with the character of Sibyl Vane, performed by Angela Lansbury. She's maybe one of the most beautiful woman of the world.
Speaking about beautiful things, I absolutely loved the background of the movie. Dorian's house struck me to the heart -GREC DECORATION MY FRIENDS. All the mansion, from the door to the carpet, all was a reference to antiquity with statues, paintings, embroidery, etc. It was such a pleasure to my eyes, all seemed so refined and I think it helped to set a quite "gay" atmosphere.

Iiih okay I've always loved this part of History, but since I'm again into the Saint Seiya fandom I squee-ed like a fangirl when I saw a decoration of Athena in Dorian's house. YES, Saint Seiya is back to my heart. I've watched the 13 OAVs of The Lost Canvas saga and man, it rocks hard. I love the character design of Shiori Teshirogi, it's so fresh and it's not effeminate to the extreme, yes! I'm currently reading the manga, since the OAVs are only a compilation of the 6 first volume of the serie. I can't wait to see the Gemini knight ♥ and Kagaho akqjahsgas -I love Hadès and his generales.
Man, look at the fangirl I am. But it's SO GOOD to have a fandom again, I feel alive for a bit, and it helps to feel better sometimes.

Indeed I felt a little depressed those past days, because my sister quit college. Hence I've been alone at school, weaking up alone, walking to the train station alone, eating alone, etc. But in other hand it's something I needed in order to have a social life. Living always with my twin isn't a good thing for me, I know it since the very beginning, but it's hard to not laugh with her like we used to. Because college is depressing, having her by my side was important. Well, that was what I thought. Now that I'm alone, I have to go towards others to make friends. And I didn't know it would be so "easy", but I made 4 good friends (Sofien, Leïla, Hédi and Amélie) in few days, and other acquaintances. I'm less afraid to go to college now, but I still hate it. Also, a guy who is sitting next to me during the Chinese class is apparently the same as my sister and me, we have a lot in common, like OMG HE LIKES CLUBBING. Okay, Nasser mon cher, thanks to you I'll maybe have a social life.

*cough* But I think it's not for today, for I have to stop writting here and go back to my studies. I have Robinson Crusoe to read -I dropped The Pilgrim's Progress, it was too boring, like, worst than Jacques le Fataliste.

House s5ep20

I've watched it today and I can't hold back my tears. I can't stop crying. It's only a fiction but I'm sad and afraid. Because a guy like him, so cheerful, a guy like him who was smiling to everybody, commited suicide. So then, how a girl like me is supposed to react?

I'm scared to be able to do some... things.

His corpse, her cries and yelling while attempting to resuscitate him -it brings back so horrible memories.

CALM. THE. FUCK. DOWN.

AHSBHZADBHJ. No I can't. I can't calm down because -

I HAVE FINALLY RECEIVED THE TWO VOLUMES OF HONEYDEW SYNDROMEEEE !!!one1!! ♥
Okay I'm looking like a fangirl right now, jumping and screaming all around BUT I'm f*cking HAPPY.
This. made. my. day.

GAH.♥

I didn't think I'll be able to have this wonderful webcomic in my hands. NNNH.

JAY AND CHARLES, HERE I COOOME! *fapfap*

If you don't know Honeydew Syndrome GO READ IT RIGHT NOW : http://www.honeysyn.net/comic.php?p=17 ♥ (first page)


SCREW HOMEWORKS I HAVE HONEYSYN ♥♥ (and bonus pages ffffffff- )

Life sucked all over again.

Herro thar.

I'm feeling so down right now ahah. Isn't a blog the best place to cry emo tears and bring the drama? OH THE DRAMA.

Well tomorrow is my last day of vacation. I don't want it to end because I'll be back to my stressful and annoying college life. I can't say the past 3 weeks were enjoyable either, it was rather a boredom. B-But I'm feeling so down, so sad and scared to return to college with people I don't know, just some acquaintances, and courses I despise.

Blah I've the impression I've lost all my English fluency (does it had ever existed? lolol)

I'm feeling like being on Sunday -I hate Sundays. I'm feeling empty, sad, down, depressed *OH THE DRAMA*. The thing is that mom announced bad news to me an hour ago -I hate family issues.

Yeah right. I was feeling unwell because it is the end of summer vacation AND now I know things, one of which I don't want to believe. Brother complex I must say.

I wanted to be comforted. I have been disappointed by the person I love the most. Why. I have been, like, ignored. It hurts so much.

Oh well. I'll fake a smile. Again.

(man I'm such an attention whore oTL )


Edit : I feel such a dumbass right now. She was here to comfort me after another bad news, she tried in her own way and I feel much better now. I love her so much.
Many thanks to Nighty too. You two are so precious to me. *hugs*

I must work harder and deeper (huurr 8D)

I'm not good at coloring, let alone coloring bodies buhuhu (;__;)
I prefer the second one so far -though I love Jay's hair on the first version (;3;)