I've watched it today and I can't hold back my tears. I can't stop crying. It's only a fiction but I'm sad and afraid. Because a guy like him, so cheerful, a guy like him who was smiling to everybody, commited suicide. So then, how a girl like me is supposed to react?
I'm scared to be able to do some... things.
His corpse, her cries and yelling while attempting to resuscitate him -it brings back so horrible memories.
AHSBHZADBHJ. No I can't. I can't calm down because -
I HAVE FINALLY RECEIVED THE TWO VOLUMES OF HONEYDEW SYNDROMEEEE !!!one1!! ♥ Okay I'm looking like a fangirl right now, jumping and screaming all around BUT I'm f*cking HAPPY. This. made. my. day.
GAH.♥
I didn't think I'll be able to have this wonderful webcomic in my hands. NNNH.
I'm feeling so down right now ahah. Isn't a blog the best place to cry emo tears and bring the drama? OH THE DRAMA.
Well tomorrow is my last day of vacation. I don't want it to end because I'll be back to my stressful and annoying college life. I can't say the past 3 weeks were enjoyable either, it was rather a boredom. B-But I'm feeling so down, so sad and scared to return to college with people I don't know, just some acquaintances, and courses I despise.
Blah I've the impression I've lost all my English fluency (does it had ever existed? lolol)
I'm feeling like being on Sunday -I hate Sundays. I'm feeling empty, sad, down, depressed *OH THE DRAMA*. The thing is that mom announced bad news to me an hour ago -I hate family issues.
Yeah right. I was feeling unwell because it is the end of summer vacation AND now I know things, one of which I don't want to believe. Brother complex I must say.
I wanted to be comforted. I have been disappointed by the person I love the most. Why. I have been, like, ignored. It hurts so much.
Oh well. I'll fake a smile. Again.
(man I'm such an attention whore oTL )
Edit : I feel such a dumbass right now. She was here to comfort me after another bad news, she tried in her own way and I feel much better now. I love her so much. Many thanks to Nighty too. You two are so precious to me. *hugs*
I've watched it today and I can't hold back my tears. I can't stop crying. It's only a fiction but I'm sad and afraid. Because a guy like him, so cheerful, a guy like him who was smiling to everybody, commited suicide. So then, how a girl like me is supposed to react?
