Another gayyy sunshine day~

I'm feeling a little better than yesterday.

Please don't think the previous post was just a random emo post, it was a deadly serious affair. I had the impression to be in a bad drama. But I won't explain it, it's...personal.
Anyway. Thanks to people who was there for me. I'll turn my head towards the futur, and don't want to be sad anymore. Plus, sunny days are finaly back, I don't want to waste the happiness I deserve (it's not egoistic at all, I think everybody deserves to be happy).

To my mind, we need to focus more on the chance we have to have a good health. I think about my dear friend Ciel for example, who suffered from a teratoma and lost her right ovary. While reading the news from her dA today, I was very worried and I felt so sad for her. But the fact that we need to size the day stroke me even more. Just...enjoy your life, you don't know what will happen. Don't waste your precious time on -sometimes futile- problems (ok it depends on the situation, but you get my point, right?).
The more I grow up, the more my view over things tends to change. I'm trying to be a better person, with better ideas and a better moral. Sometimes I even want to do like Benjamin Franklin with his 13 virtues list! XD (except chastity LOL)

Btw, tomorrow I have an American civilization exam. Uuurg I'm not ready at all ahahahah-*dead*

When life gives you lemons, squeeze them in peoples eyes.

How ironical life can be.

Just when I said to Nighty on the phone yesterday that my life never had been as bright as it was. And few minutes later all was shattered.

How ironical life can be.

Today is a sunny day, I can smell Spring. I'll try to smile, maybe Titine will be able to make me laugh...but I doubt my joy will be sincere.

K-DRAMAAAA

Pffft. Instead of revizing for my American civilization test (which is on next Thursday) and doing my Chinese lessons, I took the whole day watching 11 episodes of the K-drama 'GOONG'. I-It's awesome, I cried at EACH episodes. B-But I can't find the next episodes ( ;A;") I tried wat.tv and Veoh but there is nothing, ugh. *despairs*

I think I'll have to wait for French, or at least English fansub. Or a torrent to download it. (;A;) I WANT MOAR.

Oh, and I just drew Raivis. Um, I'm not really comfortable with my art anymore.

C-Coooosplay.

I've finally received the fringes for my Latvian costume today! They're golden and pretty ♥ Tomorrow mom will give them to the couturier. I hope she had already done the trousers. Ahhh I can't wait to see my finished costume, I've taken lot of time to search for the best materiel, beautiful buttons and especially the f*cking golden fringes for the epaulets!

I'm disappointed to not to be able to sew. I would like to learn and to do my costumes by myself as my gf does D: She put the webcam and showed me her costume of Russia (not finished yet). She's so cuuute. *squee*

Beware, bad quality is BAD.

Sunshiiiiiiine never diiiiiiies!

Hey guys, I'm feeling better. Thanks to Titine (Justine is her real name; she's my close friend from college) who is like a blinding sunshine. She has that power to make your heart warm and to make you happy whenever you see her.
Plus today I had the result of my previous Chinese exam...I got a 18.5/20! man I'm soooo happy. Though my sister had a 20/20 *jealous* XD

I've just finished my FSL (French Sign Language -language for deaf people) course and now I'm skipping a boring 4pm to 7pm class C: I'm such a BAAAD GIRL. We had a new teacher for FSL... a young and handsome man. Ohohoh. I tried not to drool. It was hard; especially when you don't know if he is a deaf teacher or not :'D so when I entered the class I held back a "ohmygod he is so hot!" 'cause I wasn't 100% sure he was deaf (he seemed to be actually) and... HE WAS NOT. Ahah lucky I got my mouth shut! But he has such a clear and beautiful voice. Unfortunately it was apparently the only course I'll have with him, since it seems that he was just remplacing the former teacher. Too bad!

Urgh. I really do have the impression that my English is broken. OTL I want to go to an English speaking country to improve... but I don't have friends to go with (;A;) (I don't have money too, ahah THE detail of doom.)

Well, now I'm off to do my American civilization homeworks for Thursday!

s-sob

I just feel like crying right now. Though I said yesterday night all was alright with me... Eh, guess I'm not that strong. But I don't want to be moody anymore. I just want to be happy, for ever.
*Off to sleep.*

Keep calm and have a cupcake

I wanted to draw something to cheer up my gf who is down lately. Well, I think I'm too lazy and eaten by art block to do something clean so...ROUGH WORK MY FRIEND : D ♥
I love drawing Jay & Noa ♥

Also, I miss drawing Latvia, but I've no inspiratioooon. I'm browsing pixiv time to time but my creativity seems DEAD. Thanks to college I'M SURE! D:<

I've been feeling HIGH lately. Dunno why. It's strange, especially when most of my online friends seem on a depressive mood. (éè)*sends gayness to everyone*

I'm sorry I love you but--

I'm just a little tired of crying almsot everynights.

Please feel better.

xxx