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And Sunday always comes too late.

I planned to do lot of drawings for my friends as Xmas gifts but due to the artblock and exams I think my plans are ruined *sob*
I wish I could do wonderful gifts to those I love, but unfortunately I'm broken...and no 'talent' anymore. That kinda sucks D:

Today I tried to draw Latvia, because I miss him (;v;) it ended lik this :

And here ELK's version XD she traced with my sketched head reference. Isn't he super cute ? ♥

MUST. FIND. INSPIRATION.

I should stop skipping class

Really, I know I should but it's so tempting sometimes.
Especially when you hate the teacher who doesn't especially like you either.
Especially when the teacher is lecturing you DURING TWO HOURS THE SAME THINGS that are written in front of you, on your papers.
Sometimes, college is really useless and boring.

I don't know about my future, and that's what I'm really afraid of.Useless post, so here some doodles I did during class D:

A cure for no real sickness, cross your hopes and die

IAMX - THIS WILL MAKE YOU LOVE AGAIN.

When the joys of living just leave you cold
Frozen from the failing mess you've made your own
And if you want an ending to your screenplay life
Well here's the consolation
That will change your heart and mind

And all the glitz messiah's just pass the time
A cure for no real sickness, cross your hopes and die
Your supermarket jesus comes with smiles and lies
Where justice he delays is always justice he denies

This will make you love again...

And now you're safe
Love again
To feel the rays
Love again
The sweet delays
Love again
And shoot the breeze

Early thursday mornings
Wipe away the flies
The crossfire fight for action
In between your thighs
And every touch is sacred
When they leave the room
If i have to switch the lights off
I wanna switch them off with you

This will make you love again...

And now you're safe
Love again
To feel the rays
Love again
The sweet delays
Love again
And shoot the breeze
Love again

I wanted love but I got lust. I wanted lust but I got love.

I'm sure Jay's begging Justin. ♥

Pixiv

Okay, after creating my account on Pixiv almost 6 months ago... I AT LEAST know how to upload my drawings.
Good. (y)

But it wasn’t anyone else, of course. It was just her and anger.

How frustrating it is when you worked with effort on a drawing that at last doesn't please you at all.

I've always wanted to draw Latvia in warm Russian clothes but I feel like failing. How, HOW frustrating.

Ah, I'm breaking donw, again. Such an attention whore I am. Eh.

MEGANE NO MIKIPARI.

Hey hey !

Because of my lazyness I won't do a live report of the concert and the Hetalia Day OTL um...let's say it was awesome, kay ? \o/ *gets shot*

I feel the end of my art block little by little...but style, i've the impression I can't draw properly, or big pictures.
Today I tried to draw Noa (ELK's OC ) and Jay (my OC).

It's so fun to draw Noa ♥ I love him more and more. Hope he'll end with Jay in the rp D;

Jay and his moe faceeee (*v*) -who said I took myself as a reference for my OC ?

MUCC & Hetalia

FFF tomorrow I'm off to Paris to see MUCC on live ♥♥ It's the second time I see them but they're so amazing, I'm so happy ;u; -though i have to wake up at 4:40 am orz

Plus on Saturday I'll attend the HETALIA DAY in Paris (actually I'm the one organizing it @@). Weeeh. We'll all meet under the Eiffel Tower. ♥

CAN'T WAIT. C:

Jay, my new OC ♥

Insert a sexy title here.

Fem!Russia x Fem!Latvia, done at college (most of it) c:

And I know there are some mistakes orz

I still can't draw

NOTHING. ABSOLUTELY NOTHING COMES TO MY MIND. oTL

You do agree that life sucks sometimes ?

Bwahahaha. Okay college really do sucks. *SOB AT HER FUCKING TIMETABLE*

Anyway... I drew it on the train today~
*goes back crying in a corner*

"Good or bad, it was luck all the same."

Today college started. And my day sucked. hard. *dies*

I ended by skipping 4 hours of class. Don't blame me, I'm really down lately and-- well in a way it's not entirely my fault since my timetable is a mess. But hopefully now it's fixed. And so I'll be able to have 1h30 of Russian civilisation every mondays, yaaay ♥

Though, I spent a good time with my former friends from high school (despite the fact that our college is HUGE I had the luck to find them while skipping ! --they were skipping too, see ? I'm not the only one to blame here ! XD ). I didn't saw some of them since a long time so I'm very happy. Hope we'll be able to meet more, because I'm really lonely at college. ( ;_;")

Blarg, I'm already very tired though I only had 4 hours today OTL
I think tomorrow's going to be hard : 9:00 am to 7:00 pm without a break to eat before 1:00 pm, woot !
I WANT MY 17 HOURS OF COURSES PER WEEK BACK ! NOT 21h30 ! D: *sob*
I know it's not fair from me to complain since 21h30 isn't too much compared to some of you. I-I'm sorry...It's because I'm French ! LMAO *bad excuse, really ?*
But what really pisses me off is that teachers decided to cancel our Autumn's vacation due to the strikes of March-April-May. That means no break till Christmas wtf. Isn't that a little unfair ? They could have just given us like--dunno, 3 days off ? OTL

Okay stop complaining now, promise--until tomorrow C: *gets shot*

I want to make you cum 200 times in a day.

I drew Bondage!Latvia ffff.

Elk said it's an 'evil' pron, LOLWHA--- is she right ? DB
Oh guys I'm such in an art block mood, I hate it OTL

How beautiful is the Beauty, when we belief in Our eyes

Yesterday I've received my new coat from japan, woooh. I love it, damn I love it. ♥

Even my mom wants to steal it from me kekeke.

No smoking, no drinking, alone in bed... I'M A DISGRACE TO FRANCE !

I want Raivis's clothes like, right now :c

Her lesson is french kissing and she's kissing me

I love you.

Both of you.

I don't want to hurt you, and I don't even know how long I'd be able to handle it.

What am I supposed to do ?

"DAS IST EIN BINGOoooO"

Long time no see ! (^^)

Actually I was off for my trip to Nighty's house, in Vence near Nice (south of France). It's a really cute city, and I had lot of fun ! Plus a week with my beloved Nighty was just wonderful ♥
Time passed so fast, it was like a little segment of time, really.

Nighty I miss you ( ;___;)/ *sob*
Also I miss her parents who are very sweet, and her pets (Divaaa !). OH, AND HEAT. D:

I'm in a very melancholic mood now. But thanks to the pictures I took, I have beautiful memories ! ♥

Here some, but I have over 80 photos ! (**)

LOL we tried a LIFE Hetalia version. Well, we didn't have white Tshirt actually, so we did with what we had XD;
Ladies & gentlemen, please Francis and Raivis !

Fff me loves.

IAMX - Spit it out

And if you're hurting
I will replace the noise with silence instead
Flushing out your head

If you like it violent
We can play rough and tumble
Fall into bed
And I won't breathe so you can recover

When you're in pieces
Just follow the echo of my voice
It's okay
Tune into that frequency

Don't fight your reflex
Embrace the instinct
You can feel your way
Through the bed and weak face in the end

'cause it breaks my heart
That we live this way
I know people need love
'cause them people never play the game
And we talk the talk
We communicate
The people need love
Those people never play the game

Pleasure for pleasure
It eases consequence
And love for a fall
But I know you love to take a risk

The past is weakness
Don't beg the question when the answer is war
There are moments when I'm overcome

'cause it breaks my heart
That we live this way
I know people need love
'cause them people never play the game
And we talk the talk
We communicate
Them people need love
Those people never play the game

And it breaks my heart
And it breaks my heart
In love 

I'm listening to it endlessly.

EDWARD MAYA - Stereo Love

When you're gonna stop breaking my heart
I don't wanna be another one
Paying for the things I never done
Don't let go
Don't let go
To my love
Can I get to your soul
Can you get to my thoughts
Can you promise we won't let go
All the things that I need
All the things that you need
You can make it feel so real.
Cuz' you can't deny
You've blown my mind
When I touch your body
I feel I'm loosing control
Cuz' you can't deny
You've blown my mind
When I see you baby
I just don't wanna let go
When you're gonna stop breaking my heart
I don't wanna be another one
Paying for the things I never done
Don't let go
Don't let go
To my love
I hate to see you cry
Your smile is a beautiful lie
I hate to see you cry
My love is dying inside x2
I can fix all those lies
But baby, baby I run, but I'm running to you
You won't see me cry, I'm hiding inside
My heart is in pain but I'm smiling for you
Oh baby I'll try to make the things right
I need you more than air when I'm not with you
Please don't ask me why, just kiss me this time
My only dream is about you and I
Can I get to your soul
Can you get to my thoughts
Can you promise we won't let go
All the things that I need
All the things that you need
You can make it feel so real
Cuz' you can't deny
You've blown my mind
When I touch your body
I feel I'm losing control
Cuz' you can't deny
You've blown my mind
When I see you baby
I just don't wanna let go
When you're gonna stop breaking my heart
I don't wanna be another one
Paying for the things I never done
Don't let go
Don't let go
To my love
I hate to see you cry
My love is dying inside
I can fix all those lies
But baby, baby I run, but I'm running to you
You won't see me cry, I'm hiding inside
My heart is in pain but I'm smiling for you
Oh baby I'll try to make the things right
I need you more than air when I'm not with you
Please don't ask me why, just kiss me this time
My only dream is about you and I

I think I love myself too much...²

FUCK BECAUSE OF DA I'LL HAVE TO REMOVE HIS DICK ! >: *CRIES A RIVER*

Can't wait to send it to danch =D

I think I love myself too much...

...because of THAT :
HUUURRRR ♥

I'm feeling sick ._.

I like this version C:

It's too hot I'm drying out. orz

I think I'm really lucky in a way. Yesterday I forgot my phone in the train but fortunately, after calling the train station, they found it \o/ then I had to wait till the next train in order to get it back from the ticket inspector. God may exist |D

Oh, and look at what I've found yesterday night on 4chan |D ♥
It's not the first time my drawings show on that -awesome- site, but it's still surprising when you discover one ^^;

"bois cul sex" (y)

O-OOOKAY. I didn't even post something about the episode 29. I'm ashamed /wrist

So yeah yesterday I saw the English subbed episode and omfg *squeeee like the fangirl I am* (>w<) ♥♥ A word : RAIVIS. No. Better than that : RUSLAT. Yeah, better. |D
Latvia is just--CUTE. AND IDIOT LMAO. Ah, BUT (yeah, there is a BUT) give me back his violet eyes ! (;___;)
I-I--- I'm so happy though, words can't express my feelings ! Or maybe AJKASFDGHAZSKZSASJLZADJSZAKJSHAHZDJK♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Oh and ~*surprise*~

Pirate Russia's version~ But the coloring is a headache !! I tried so many ways, so many colors...it just won't fit. Even Elk tried with me. I'm feeling so down because it's a gift for her and I'm not even able to do it properly ( |||;A;)

Cause it's Friday and I'm in love.

I wish love was easier. Oh well~~

YAAAAAAHHHHH LATVIA APPEARS IN THE EPISODE 29 ! Finally ! (*__*) fdaszsjkajsdh. I'm excited. fangirl. yeah.
Seriously, I had to wait 29 f*cking episodes to see him (okay he did appear in episode 1 but, like, 3 seconds ? D: ). Aaaahhhh can't wait Monday, I caaan't. *insert fangirl sounds here*

Fortunatelly I've already listened to the mp3 version of the episode. RAIVIS. He doesn't have the same voice as in the drama cd. Umm, it's an older voice and, yeah, manlier. But he still sounds super cute ♥
AND RUSSIA. RUSSIA I LOVE YOU. "VODKAAAA~~" omfg ♥

MY VITAL REGIONS ARE SCREAMING WITH JOY

Man, I wish Monday was earlier. ( j Aj)


Raivis in pseudo-pirate outfit. Because pirates are sexy >;T ♥
But I just don't know what to do with the lineart. Arf, maybe I'll post it like that on dA ? I'll ask advice from Elk. And she wants me to draw Russia in pirate too~~ : D

Oh, look at what I've found !


"Shaking love" (0:37) and "Older!Latvia" (2:34) are in |DD ♥ *proud*

Cosplay time !

Today I was really bored so I decided to do another Raivis cosplay, yay ! :)
But I still have to work with the wig... you know, curly hair DDD:
Enjoy !

Taken from my mobile phone XD