Dude! you're cute. Like, 'I-have-a-secret-crush-on-you' cute.

HELLOOO.

I have my brain on /OFF mode so don't mind my shitty English pwease kthx. ( ￣ ◇￣) ノ

Yesterday I came back from my lover's place. I had a great but short vacation with her and I can't wait to put her up at home on November ♥ it'll be a great change to make her stay at my (well, my mom's) home, for once.

Anyway, I'm happy that I was able to spend some time with her. We ate at the restaurant like lovers would do, we went on shopping aaaand omg she cut her hair. She wanted it to be a surprise but since I arrived a day earlier... 8D; But she's, like, prettier and cutter than before. (Q//w//Q) I knew that short hair would fit her perfectly.
I also met with her uncle and aunt, they are funny ; we even helped them on their son's French grammar exercises wtf XD. I'm glad that Jade's sister wasn't TOO much persistant and possessive with me -but I still can't stand when she's around ARGH. On the contrary I love her parents, especially the father who's really funny and, well, he seems to like me and really understand my relationship with his daughter. (;w;)
The last day Jade and I worked on stuff about Matryoshka -our association with 2 friends of her. I still have to print my phone charms and bookmarks... oh god I'm SO LATE. I'll try to print the stuff this Saturday -even though I'm ill right now, I hope I'll get better soon. orz (though it's a nice excuse to avoid the birthday party of Saturday night ahahah YESSSS!)

I want to draw tonight but I have my Chinese lessons to revise and papers to do. *sobsobsooobbb*

I'll close this entry with cute photos I did with my phone (because I shamefully forgot my camera) with my rabu.♥

I like your hair, let's have sex.

Today = holidays ♥

Tomorrow I'm off to Lausanne to see my girlfriend. Thanks to the strikes here, I've had lot of troubles to organize my journey (=__=).

But I can't wait to see her, it's been since July we didn't see each other. (;A;)

I don't know what to write anymore, I'm very sleepy right now. orz

"Tain comment t'as changéééé O: "

Yesterday I went clubbing for the first time. Well, actually it was the second but the first was incredibly awful and nobody was into the club -so let's say it was a trial lol.

I went with my sister and Nasser, a new friend. We were supposed to eat together and then going to the César Palace (the club) but plans changed and we were joining by random (and physically awesome) guys: Kevin, Michael, Dimitri, Alexis and Adeline (2 were friends with Nasser, but the others was unknown XD). We ate pizzas at the restaurant, we drunk, (i took a Monacco because my love got me addicted to it♥) and then we went to Kevin's appartment to drink again, till 1:30 am (but I didn't get drunk, I just took 3 or 4 sips of vodka mixed with Oasis -I don't like alcohol). Then we went to the club and we danced till 6:00 am! Omg we didn't even know it was so late -or early, it depends of your point of view.

It was the Ibiza Night theme, so there were good music, trance/dance music ♥ AND OMG I THINK I JUST HAD AN ORGASM WHEN THEY PLAYED THE SWEDISH HOUSE MAFIA SONG.

Amen.

Um, I'm not in the mood to explain in details my night, but it was very good. I danced most of the time with my sister and Nasser, and then Michael rescued me from some perverted guys ; I danced with him till the end of the night (insert here the "EN TOUTE AMITIÉ" thing). Though Michael tried to get off with me even if he knew that I had a girlfriend. He. Was. Persistant. But thanks god he was nice, and I nicely told him I was in love with my girl and that's it.


YES I LOVE YOU, YOU MY BELOVED ONE. PLEASE, GET BETTER SOON, OKAY? I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE, BUT I LOVE YOU.

"Stressed" is "desserts" spelled backward.

Oh hai.

I had an urge to write here -maybe because I don't want to work.
Indeed, I have a tone of work, a pile of assignments, and I don't even know where to start. Since yesterday I'm doing researches for my rhétorique de la critique courses, and I still don't know if I'll do my paper about the homosexuality in the Picture of Dorian Gray film (1945). I think I have more chances to find critics, essays and notes about that topic than on How Many miles to Babylon? by Jennifer Johnston *sob*. Too bad, I really wanted to base my thesis on "HELLO ALEC AND JERRY ARE LIVING A MORE-THAN-FRIENDLY RELASHIONSHIP" -but I liked the Dorian Gray's movie at least.
I watched it yesterday night but I didn't read the book of Oscar Wilde, I DON'T HAVE TIME *sob* . I've only found the movie in its original version WITHOUT SUBTITLES. At the very beginning it was hard to understand when the characters were speaking -I mean, do they even articulate? I managed to be accustomed after 10 minutes or so, though I think Lord Henry Wotton is an incomprehensible person at heart (but I love his hedonist philosophy ♥). I didn't find Dorian Gray that appealing; on the contrary I literary fell in love with the character of Sibyl Vane, performed by Angela Lansbury. She's maybe one of the most beautiful woman of the world.
Speaking about beautiful things, I absolutely loved the background of the movie. Dorian's house struck me to the heart -GREC DECORATION MY FRIENDS. All the mansion, from the door to the carpet, all was a reference to antiquity with statues, paintings, embroidery, etc. It was such a pleasure to my eyes, all seemed so refined and I think it helped to set a quite "gay" atmosphere.

Iiih okay I've always loved this part of History, but since I'm again into the Saint Seiya fandom I squee-ed like a fangirl when I saw a decoration of Athena in Dorian's house. YES, Saint Seiya is back to my heart. I've watched the 13 OAVs of The Lost Canvas saga and man, it rocks hard. I love the character design of Shiori Teshirogi, it's so fresh and it's not effeminate to the extreme, yes! I'm currently reading the manga, since the OAVs are only a compilation of the 6 first volume of the serie. I can't wait to see the Gemini knight ♥ and Kagaho akqjahsgas -I love Hadès and his generales.
Man, look at the fangirl I am. But it's SO GOOD to have a fandom again, I feel alive for a bit, and it helps to feel better sometimes.

Indeed I felt a little depressed those past days, because my sister quit college. Hence I've been alone at school, weaking up alone, walking to the train station alone, eating alone, etc. But in other hand it's something I needed in order to have a social life. Living always with my twin isn't a good thing for me, I know it since the very beginning, but it's hard to not laugh with her like we used to. Because college is depressing, having her by my side was important. Well, that was what I thought. Now that I'm alone, I have to go towards others to make friends. And I didn't know it would be so "easy", but I made 4 good friends (Sofien, Leïla, Hédi and Amélie) in few days, and other acquaintances. I'm less afraid to go to college now, but I still hate it. Also, a guy who is sitting next to me during the Chinese class is apparently the same as my sister and me, we have a lot in common, like OMG HE LIKES CLUBBING. Okay, Nasser mon cher, thanks to you I'll maybe have a social life.

*cough* But I think it's not for today, for I have to stop writting here and go back to my studies. I have Robinson Crusoe to read -I dropped The Pilgrim's Progress, it was too boring, like, worst than Jacques le Fataliste.