Because useless post needs a photo.

Is it me or... I don't love her anymore ?

I mean, that kind of love, you know.

Oh well, I don't really know. Maybe it's better that way anyway.

Hello, I need to eat, get some sleep & heat (oh yes, plz, I'm freezing), and a hair cut. c:

”I could, but that doesn't mean I want to.”

Russia x Latvia AGAIN YES YES 8D.

And OMG a sort of...background ? XD
I'm lazy to ink it OTL

'Heu sinon moi j'me suis fait tapper dans la prostate toute l'aprème.'

ROFLMAO TITLE.

Sorry for those who can't understand it, but Elk and Nighty might understand XDDD

So um yeaaah yesterday I RP on msn with Elk... I was Latvia and she was Russia OF COURSE ♥♥
We were having sex from 2 pm to 2:30 am ROFLMAO. Ahahah I'm such a pedoperv...

Quick sketch from the RP scene

We were doing it in a forest, on the snow... omg Russia is so freaking scaryyy. I mean, he first wanted to play a game in which I had to hide in the forest, completely naked (well, I had my underwear and my boots but still!). And he is such a sadist (but I love it ♥).
I really wanted to turn the RP into a doujinshi (*v*) but it's very long so... I DON'T KNOW XD;

You saw the way he locked the door when he came in.

I'm a little dizzy because I'm back from a dinner and I drank alcohol WTF. AHAHAHAH I WANT TO LAUGH AND ASJZSNJEDEF.

Anyway.
Trying to draw hot stuff and to improve my coloring....which is really bad I think orz

AND I KNOW THERE IS A MISTAKE ABOUT HEAD SIZE ( ;______;;;;;)
AND YES I LIKE SHOTA LOLOLOL.

ALSO, on MSN with nanné :

nanné dit :
don't deny it!
YOU ARE
russia

megu dit :
I TOTALLY DENY
NOOOO
AJSZJAHDEZHDUZE

nanné dit :
YESSSSSSsssssss
omg

megu dit :
YOU CAN'T PROVE IT ANYWAY

nanné dit :
I CAN MEGU

Then :
Nannée drew in black, I drew in purple.

"You agree that the painting looks like ketchup over grass?"

Umm this morning I woke up with a backache (like every mornings in fact) and this time it was bizarre because I hyperventilated. (o_o; )
It was so fucking painful in my back and damn I was in the bathroom, the head in the basin, trying to have some oxygen. I tried to calm down, breathing slowly, but it was kind of scary actually.
It ended at the beginning of the afternoon. AHAH. Never again PLZ.

Today I went to the hairdresser to cut my fringe. It was so long and I couldn't see anything. XD
Now it's really pretty. Straight and it's hidden my eyebrows. It makes my eyes bigger roflmao.

UUUUH THIS MORNING I MADE A NEW FRIEND ♥

I named him Alfred, because he reminded me of America from Hetalia DON'T ASKY ME WHY, DON'T, REALLY.
But I lost him omg WHERE ARE YOU ALFRED ? ( ;m;)

Kolkolkolkol

RUSSIA SAN FOR ELK \o/
And the blood version

I've no time to kill so how about a quick fuck ?

LATVIA WITH RUSSIA'S SCARF.I know his head is a little too big (._.) FUCK I SUCK and not dick~

I want to draw Russia x Latviaaa. A sexy drawing inspired by Temposhark's song 'Don't mess with me'. Because the lyrics are awesome. THEY ARE RUSSIA'S LYRICS SERIOUSLY GUYS.
But need to do my homework, so f*cking hard and annoying OTL

Pchat with ELK

8'D

She drew Russia, I drew Latvia. ♥

*Jumps by the window*

I think Nanné is FUCKING AWESOME.
I mean, look at this awesome drawing of Russia x Latvia she drew for me.

Isn't that precious ? I think she captured so well Latvia's scared expression.
ROFLMAOOO WAT.
SEXY DRAWING IS SEXY.

And thank you Verô for your little note on jour blog, about the RusxLat icon ! XD ♥

This morning I read Nanné's LJ and omg she saw episode 13 of Hetalia asjzehded. There is apparently Ivan in it. BUT WHERE DID YOU WATCH IT ? DAMN I DON'T FIND IT ANYWHERE ON THE WEB WTF. I WANT TO SEE IT OMG YES OH YES I WANT.

Erm...

I don't have a lot of things to say but yesterday I didn't write anything here and I don't like it. 8D

I want to go to Japan Expo this year ! (T__T) I'll try to go with Nighty OMG YES DO WANT. REGENE WANTS TO HUG HIS TIERIA ♥
Besides...NIGHTY I MISS YOU WHERE ARE YOUUU ? (;__;) but I hate you for having Gundam's 00 art book. 8'D ♥

Okay guys I've already said that I love Spring and sun and walking in my garden BUT there is a thing I hate during this season : SPIDERS EVERYWHERE OMGWTH. (;__;) Two days ago I had one on my head OH MY GOD!!!!11!!! *Latvia's tears*

Ah...I've so much work to do... L'HEURE DE LA DEFENESTRATION EST PROCHE ! \o/ *jumps* 'I BELIEVE I CAN FLYYY~' OTL

I AM NOT RUSSIAAAAAAA !!

YES NANNE KEEPS SAYING I AM SCARY BECAUSE I AM RUSSIA DAMN DAMN DAMN YOU NANNE SHADDUP YOU FAG !

I'm Latvia. Cute little Latvia. Crybaby Latvia. Latvia who fears Russia but at least enjoys being touched by him ahahahah WAT.
Sorry Elk.

BUT AREN'T THEY SO CUTE ? (;v;) I'm really madly into this pairing ahahah. I've always liked this sort of sadomaso atmosphere and YES SHOTA /shot. imapedo.

Um. Anyway.
Yesterday I spoke with Nanné on Skype during HOUUURS. It was amazing. So funny ahahahah. She is awesome like every Korean gir---I mean American man should be.
And omg I... talked normally. I mean, my English was kind of...normal. Idk generally I'm so shy that I'm just mumbling and stammering and using a weird voice and stuff. Ahahah.
Maybe now i'm more at ease on Skype ? DUNNOOOO BUT I WANT TO TALK AGAINNN ! ♥

Life was tiring, sleep was tiring, work was tiring. . . could I not find refuge in anything?

Today I had to do my homework but...I was so UNmotivated.... Gosh I don't know how I'll manage to end this shit. Nonetheless I did some research so I did work a little. Okay I'm trying to convince myself right now ahahahhh orz

My head hurts.

Tomorrow I'm going to sign my contract that will permit me to buy an appartment. But it's not for my personal use in fact. I'm going to rent it out, then I'll gain money each month fufufu c:

I miss Ciel, I didn't talk to her on msn since last Sunday ( ;n;)
I already miss Nighty too, ahah.

Done in about 5 minutes (._.)

OK ALLONS Y ALONSO.

Did I ever say that I love Regene ? XD♥

AHAHAHAH---AHH.

So my OTP are :
- Regene/Tieria (Gundam 00) ♥♥♥
-Russia/Latvia (Hetalia) ♥♥♥ ELK keeps sending me Ivan/Raivis fanarts, I'm so happy fffuuu (*-*)
-France/England (Hetalia) ♥♥
And omg let alone Jay/Charles (Honeydew Syndrome), of course I don't forget it. ♥♥♥

YOU DO KNOW WHAT TO DRAW / WRITE FOR ME NOW |D /SHOT.

Holy fucking shit was it good.

OMG the party was cool.
We were about 40 in the house ! And what a surprise when I saw that Aline (a friend who was in my class last year) was invited. There were also 2 girls, apparently friends of an online friend of mine ♥
Um, too bad that mostly of people was totally drunk and didn't dance though. I know that boys tend to not dance right ? But seriously, the girls... they were all in the kitchen, drinking, drinking, smoking and drinking. WTF. A drunk girl is ugly.
Anyway~
Kevin and I were the one who danced the first ! And then some friends joined. But basically we were the only 2 who were always dancing LOL. I LOVE DANCING OMG. I danced from 9 pm to 2 am non stop ahahaha. On Lady Gaga and trance/techno songs (*___*) my foot aches now. And I barely slept, like, 2 hours ? But I don't feel like sleeping anyway, though I'm tired. AND OMFG MY FACE IS A MESS *ugly as hell* D:

”Right ! Hola means ’how may I help you ?’ ! "

Yesterday I RP Latvia on msn because of Nighty who dragged me in a Hetalia RP conversation. XD
Though I really suck at RP... this was fun and I think I did it kinda well 8D;
I was with Canada-kun and Russia was bullying us. ( ;_;) Oh and France ended naked by England and Russia. 8D ♥
And the one who RP Russia (ELK) dragged me in a Hetalia cosplay group for 2010 which takes place in Switzerland WTF SERIOUSLY GUYS ! XDD I knew her since 1 hour and she was all excited and invited me in her house for the convention and all. LOL LATVIA AT RUSSIA'S HOUSE 8DDDD.
Anyway. I'm excited, I want to do it ! But Latvia must be hard to cosplay. I mean, if I don't make his costume, I have to buy it, and the wig ! And it costs MONEY ahgagagah.
Although I want to hold the communist flag with Lithuaniaaaa ♥ and um, I think I really do as Latvia. I mean, I'm a crybaby ahahah XD;;;
Oh well, I'll see, I have a year. (BUT TIME PASSES FAST RIGHT.)


Switch of subject, this morning my twin sister was off to Paris, for 3 days. She's going to meet her online friends. Pfff she's lucky. That just reminds me that I miss some persons, and that I'm longing to see some. Unfortunately most of my friends are online and live in foreign countries, or if they do live in France, they are too far away. Ahahah. Oh joy for having no social life~
And so I'll be all alone during 3 days. Well, there are my brother and my mother, but it's not the same thing than when you're 24/24 h, 7/7 d with the same person~
Ah but anyway.
So tonight I'm invited to a party. I didn't want to go at first, since I'll be alone, it's the first time for me. But the one who organizes it is dragging me along and well, maybe I'm gonna have fun ? And now I know my ex best friend (I still like him, but time changes you see) will be there, it's just reassuring. SO HERE THE BIG QUESTION OF DOOM : WHAT I AM GOING TO PUT ON ? OMG I JUST DON'T KNOW. Um, when I was attempting my Regene cosplay I find myself super attractive in a tuxedo LOL. (it's not as if I wanted to seduce but oh well.) PLUS IT MAKES MY BREASTS EVEN SMALLER OMG DO WANT PLX. Hell yeah, I'm gonna wear it. Ummm but dunno if my heels will matches with. Well, it must matches but...i don't want my feet to hurt just after 3 dances hmpf. AAHHH I WILL JUST SEE.♥
Well okay now I'm kinda excited~ but I just hope someone will be able to take me home tomorrow morning orz
*note to herself : try to do not being raped by drunken men ROFL /shot*

AAAH. I was supposed to STUDY for my English oral exam but what i did instead... TRYING REGENE COSPLAY WTF MAN. D:
It's been a mess with my hair ahahah---ahhh.
Thank you photofiltre ROFL.I checked episode 6 where regene is in tuxedo...omg I didn't know it was like that orz so I think I have to buy another jacket orz

'Where will you be sleeping tonight ? And will I be joining you there ?'

I HAVE SERIOUSLY FALLEN IN LOVE WITH REGENE WHAT THE FUCKKK.

Like, he is obsessing me. Like, I want to do a cosplay and take *cough*ero*cough* photos. And like I want a tone of icons of him asnjkzadezf.
Oh I also want RegeneTieria or RegeneRibbons or WHOEVER WITH HIM fanfics but I just can't find some WTF I AM MAD. DD8
AND DOES ANYBODY KNOW THOSE JAPANESE ARTISTS WEBSITES WITH TONE OF FANARTS ? D8 I want Regene fanarts fffff sadsdasdasdasdsdssadsad.

Regene looks weird here but I drew him without references that's why his hair looks ugly okay. And a random eye ahah. I actually love it but dunno if I'm going to draw eyes like that now orz


EDIT : I just discovered that Romi Park, the seiyuu of Regene, is the same who does the voices of Madame Red (Kuroshitsuji), Hitsugaya (Bleach), Edward (FMA) and Nicol ♥ (Gundam Seed). AAAHHH SHE DOES NICOL'S VOICE NO WONDER WHY I LOVE REGENE ! /shot /lame

”Give me your best blowjob.”

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I want a sexy bitch and a sensible one who can do my fucking homeworks before we fuck together 8D--okay no.

I activated the comments because of Mae and nanné OLOLOL.
NOW YOU DON'T HAVE ANY EXCUSES TO NOT POST HERE AHAHAHAHA. |D
But if you don't like posting it's okay. Just...spam me in my shoutbox then /SHOT.


Umm today I had a beautiful surprise |D *excited*
Nighty posted a photo of her in her Tieria cosplay. And it is rather *cough*ero*cough* fffff okay Nighty marry me please |D ♥ ahahah you do an amazing Tieria~ *squee* (>w<) Aaah I don't have much to say in fact asgahzfdadkaldi. My life is so boring ahahah. Oh yes, I discovered that I really suck at cooking. Like really really really you see. I won't do a good wife, sorry people OTL /must find a woman with good cooking skills. So while I was preparing the meal (LOLOL okay it was while the chicken was in the oven) I took a stroll in my garden. And I noticed that I love my garden during spring, it is just so beautiful ♥ I've the impression it's been ages since I really took a look at it. Blame the computer screen which is always asking for my eyes to be stuck on it and never leave the house |D Anyway. It's really enjoyable when you take some time for yourself, looking at nature, taking a sun bath, breathing fresh air and listening to the birds. It's like I'm really feeling alive.

...AND SO I TOOK SOME PHOTOS AHAHAHAH. OH ME. I'M INCORRIGIBLE |D

Nghnnn unfair.

Okay so the shop FINALLY answered my email and apologized because my item is out of stock. AHAHAH WHAT. So yeah no chibi Tieria for Ciel, damn I'm so disappointed, seriously.
I'll try the Lockon figure instead, I just hope it isn't out of stock as well (because it's not written on their website ahgsazdn) (-___-)
FUUUUUCKKKK WHYYYYY ? ( ;__;) I really wanted to buy her a nice Tieria gift ajsbhjkzdhejkfz. Hopefully she also likes Lockon but STILL. AAAAH.

=|

It's all for the moment. Maybe I'm going to write more tonight.

'Ribbons canon !' LOLOLOL.

Today I watched Gundam 00's last episode. FINALLY !
What to say ? I don't want to spoil people and i'm too lazy to write a critic anyway orz so just lets say that I wasn't THAT into it. It was a good episode nonetheless, but I wasn't as excited as i was when watching ep 23 or 24 for example.
It was an awesome anime, really. But NOT AS AWESOME AS GUNDAM SEED. Yeah sorry, GS will always be my favorite anime ever ♥ ---with Code Geass.

Um but I really fell in love with----REGENE ! (;w;) I mean I love him more than Tieria omg. Do you believe it ? Well, I don't really know why but it's like that. And now the idea of doing a cosplay of him is really stuck in my mind. I'm explaining :
1) Veronica was modifiying Ciel's photo on paint (Tieria like LOL)
2) I did the same with one of my photo on SAI (Regene like♥)
3) Nighty sent me a sms saying something like 'omg megu you must cosplay regene and we'll do fanservice at Japan Expo and threesome with Meuh~'
4) Nighty sent me a mms with herself cosplaying Tieria (*o*)
5) Nighty praised me to cosplay and showed me a Regene wig yesterday OTL
AND NOW SEE I AM TOTALLY INTO IT AAAAAAAAAAAAAH !
And the 'worst' is that i'm really really really looking foward the day we can meet again, and do fanservice photoshoot in Nancy 8Db

Um um I even drew Regene yesterday night ♥

Besides, it's Ciel's birthday in 3 days and I'm worried because I think the website where I made her present purchase cheated on me. I-I don't know. It's been a month I did the purchase and I still haven't any news from it ! They say the shipping takes about 3 weeks but I even didn't receive the notification email (supposed to be sent in 4 weeks). I sent an email it's been 2 weeks but no responses, so I 've sent another today too. I really hope they just forgot but really, I'm doutful. Plus, I checked my bank account and they took the amount of my purchase so...? (>_<) Anyway, the site is : http://www.399animeshop.com/ do you know it ? DD:

I'm feeling down because of that OTL
And the pain of being a girl doesn't help today. I'm feeling like dying. You surely know what I mean ? D;

'The Fast and The Bi Curious' ROFL YOUTUBE IT.

Today was a beautiful day because it was sunny~

I passed an hour in the garden, speaking with my little brother, it was so peaceful and nice and ahhh~ I just learned a little more about my bro. We spoke about a lot of serious things, and I told him about Hetalia. He was very interested and always asking me how was the character of which country. Hahaha so cute ♥

Yesterday night I was ooo bored. Like, you know, you just want to die. OTL

So I drew Francis ♥

It's CRAPPY OKAY ! It was a fast drawing and stuff.

Purple fingers.

Say, WHY am I always freezing like hell ?
I mean, its been a week now that days are sunny and...damn it's colder indoors than outdoors ;|
But it seems I'm the only one at home who wear a sweater and a scraf. And my fingers are always purple due to the cold asdcafsdzasvh. I... even boil water and put my fingers in it, or turn on the oven to warm up myself.
I think I'm not normal orz

"He loved watching people with power tremble at his feet. "

Yesterday I went shopping and I FINALLY found some shoes. My mom wanted me to wear more ~*feminine*~ shoes (well, I wanted too, I love Converses but sometimes I feel like wearing something else) and we ended doing 4 shoes shops. But hey it's not my fault if I'm too picky~ even though I found some I liked, they hadn't had my size D: (yes I have very tiny feet absvadszankjsa)

So I took some pictures~