Yesterday night I did a PRUSLAT dream. No need to say that I was over-excited when I woke up, but a little disappointed beacause, you know, I WOKE UP. Why cruel world, why? Please don't wake me up, don't. Ever.
I dreamt of Pruslat because I read a
pruslat fanfiction before going to bed, and of course, because of the juicy parts fufufufufu. Is it really necessary to precise that it wasn't an innocent dream? |D
I'd like to tell my dream in the more acurate way possible b-but I'm afraid I might change unconsciously the details. (>_<) I'll try to write all I remember, I don't want to lose the feeling I had when I was dreaming, and then when I wope up. But I know it's already fading away. (T_T) I was walking on a deserted street, I think I was going back home after uni classes. I remember that I was wearing blue jeans and a large black sweat, my hair wasn't smoothed down, it was all fluffy like Latvia. (well in fact I was like
that ) The strange thing is that I actually
was Latvia in addition to being me. Not really like a double personnality but still, very strange. Anyway. I was -supposedly- heading home when I saw Prussia walking in front of me (here again, he was Prussia but also "someone else", like, a student). I don't really know why but I wanted to follow him and I wanted to be seen. I walked faster to overtake him, but I was veeery nervous. I still can see how I was reacting, and how I was feeling. Ah, it's very strange but it's a good sensation!
Then, Prussia called out my name! Well, not really my name, but something like "Oi, you! You, little one...Latvia!" MY. HEART. STOPPED. I turned back to face him, he was suddenly wearing his pirate uniform and...the strange thing is that I knew he was Prussia from the APH forum I rp. He was the girl who played Prussia, but like me, it was as if two worlds were in contact. I don't know if I was me or Latvia, nor I knew if she was her or Prussia...get it? Dreams are really odd and hard to explain. ANYWAY!
I don't really remember what we were talking about, or rather what he said to me (because I was too shy/embarrassed to speak) but he said something like "you were following me weren't you? And now you're trying to avoid me! How naughty..." AND THEN HE KISSED ME OMG. Like, French kiss. Like, even if you are sleeping/dreaming you
can feel the sensation of the tongue on your lips, then the tongue dancing with yours...OH GOSH I'M HYPER WHILE WRITING THIS. WHY IS IT GETTING SO HOT IN MY BEDROOM? *takes off her scarf*
Erm. Well. Latvia was very...confused but not for long because it was so good., he didn't want the kiss to be broken (it's really weird to speak about me in the 3rd person...well, I was Latvia anyway). I was feeling a little guilty because, well...it was Prussia AND also the girl who rp him. That girl has a girlfriend, so I was always asking to myslef "why the heck did she do it to me?" I just couldn't separate Prussia from her, as I couldn't do it for myself with Latvia.
ANYWAY I DON'T HAVE ANY FANTAISIES ABOUT HER OKAY? I DON'T CARE I DON'T CARE I DON'T CARE! I JUST CARE ABOUT MY LOVE! ;_;♥
What happened next, I really don't remember. I'm pretty sure we did some H stuff but really I can't assert it, it's a feeling I have. However, I remember I was in a sort of pub, drinking with Prussia while he was taking the Mickey out of me. The way my Latvian face frowned and pouted, I just can't forget ahah~.
THEN I DON'T REMEMBER ANYTHING. I'm still doubtful but I think there were Russia (don't ask me who was my Russia ;D ) at the end, asking where I was and with who. When I said I was with Prussia (and I was afraid to say it) he got mad. Mnnnh but maybe it's my imagination because I'm not 100% sure I didn't made up this after slightly waking up in order to continue my dream. :/
WELL THAT'S IT, MY AWESOME DREAM EVEN THOUGH I KNOW YOU CAN'T IMAGINE HOW WONDERFUL I FELT ABOUT IT. Period.
If only this mood had stayed this high all along my day. 'OTZ
Mmh. I'd like to do some PrusLat fanarts but I'm not sure I'll be able to do them. I mean, I'm so frustrated when my sketches don't come out well...but I miss drawing Latvia, and I miss drawing him in a pairing. I just wish I had time to draw what I want, because I have so much work to do it's rather impossible to breath. Hyperventilating because of stress is not funny. (y)
I also feel a bit guilty because I still haven't written Ciel's letter...I'm sorry dear... I promise I'll do it right after the January exams, 'kay ? ( ;_;")
Finishing this entry with PROTOPLASM with English sub. The song, Satsuki's voice, the lyrics...ALL, I LOVE ALL ABOUT THIS SONG. Rentrer en Soi, why the hell did you split up before I could see you? (TT)
